a bigger flirt than me
Success comes from letting go. Letting go of what? Letting go of my notion that I will fail. Time is a gift. I have time.
So while I was sitting around feeling happy already�.along came love..
t: do I see cleavage?
me: nope
t: why not?
me: i have a crappy old t-shirt on
me: cause I don't sit around looking all sexy just "in case" you are around...
t: let me tear that off for ya
t: then why are you doing it now?
me: i'm not
me: geesh
t: I know.....
t: you cant help it
me: oh yeah I can
t: nope
me: you're just delusional
t: I can see that now
me: too many hours away from reality
t: nope no dilusions here ....only of grandure
me: teehee
me: ok ok
me: so tonight i bought a new cd...just cause...get this...
me: oh forget the damn song thing
t: ok
me: look at you
me: c'mere
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me: omg look at that
t: what was someone behind me?
me: even if there was i�d never see that
me: the whole army could walk across behind you and I'd miss it
t: becasue of my fat head?
me: nope
me: because my eyes are glued to YOU
t: because of my inflated ego?
me: nope
me: you don't have an ego
me: because i got it bad for you
me: thats why
me: i'd never notice anything behind you
t: yes I do have one
me: you have an ego?
t: yep
me: c'mon...
t: ;-)
t: shall I show you?
t: ;-)
me: lol yes
me: show me your ego
t: it is a big one too
me: i can't even type...
me: geesh
t: if I was going to tease...
t: id do this...
me: yeah that works
me: holy man
t: or this..
me: OMGGG
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me: believe me you just think you wanna do stuff to my body because you can't really see it
t: hmpft
me: its true
t: I dont believe it...
me: i know you don't because you choose not to hear me
t: and why dont you believe me
t: nope...
me: because I know reality
t: not listening
t: LALALALALALAL
t: LALALALALA
me: well you should
t: <-covers ears
me: grrrr
t: LALALAL
t: LALALALALALLA
t: LALALALALALLAAL
me: hang on
me: and don't look at my butt
t: LALLALALALALALALLA
t: oh YES
me: what?
t: I got a glimpse
me: of what?
me: you think you did
me: light
me: i just wanted light
t: you are right..
t: i didnt
t: show me again then
t: but slower
me: there's nothing so great to see
t: please
me: what does t wanna see?
t: pleeeeeeeeaaaaase
t: *shrugs*
me: i can go stand somewhere and you can gawk at me only this time look hard cause you're dillusional
me: k
t: ;-)
t: <----ready to gawk
me: look at that big grin all cause I'm gonna stand somewhere
me: hmm
me: my cam is so blurry
me: i need a new one
me: i'm gonna stand close
me: to that table
me: gawk
me: look at chubby girl
t: <---gawking already
me: and get an engraved image
me: of reality
me: i mean seriously t
me: get it through your head
me: i'm not your little sex goddess
me: ok here goes
t: mmmmm
t: yes!
t: OMG....
me: shut up
t: what
me: there's nothing so great to see
me: look dang it
t: yes there is
t: OMG
me: stop that
me: no there isn't
t: I am getting hard just seeing you
me: baloney
t: yep a big hard salami
t: that is right
me: if you're hard its cause you're a walking tripod
me: has nothing to do with me
t: nope...
me: c'mon
t: Kristy ...
me: what?
t: I am going to be blunt here K
me: ok
t: I dont like stick chics
me: yeah I know you said that before
t: I like my women with some meat on their bones
me: lol my body could fund a deli
me: lol
t: funny
me: truth
me: not funny
t: you know what they say...
t: cushion for the pushin
me: here we go the standard line for chubby chicks to hear
t: ;-(
me: i knew that line was coming
me: i'm just saying
t: lol
me: you kill me how you sit and say you think i'd not want to touch you cause of whatever those things are that you list
me: as if
me: give me a break
me: i close my eyes and I just want nothing more than you next to me
t: why?
me: because I want you right there
me: just to know you were right there
me: is enough
me: get that through your head ok?
me: but t...i want all of you....
t: even the big ...
t: belly?
me: good lord
me: the stuff you think and say
me: don't you get it yet?
t: nope....
me: if you couldn't even touch me and I couldn't even touch you
me: i still love you
t: I havent gotten any thing in months
me: i love you and i've never touched you
t: I love you and I am going to touch you!
t: more than once...
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t: so hypothetical situation...
me: ok...
me: ask
t: what if just one day after work...
t: you just came out and there were flowers and a note from me on your car?
t: how tight is the security there?
me: i think i'd start to shake and cry...and look all around for you...
me: theres no security...lol
t: and the addr...oh nevermind...
t: i�ll find it
t: so how is the weather....
me: you really want to know about the weather?
t: nice day to drive a round in your blue '94 mustang?
me: lol
me: no
me: it rained
me: mostly all day
me: and I don't really drive the mustang
t: with tag number FL123-5
me: i drive the nissan
t: nissan...
me: lol that's not the tag number
t: which one is that
me: which one is what?
t: nissan
me: i've been driving the nissan z
me: he bought the mustang
me: i've been driving what he used to drive
t: the nissan with T-top?
me: yes
t: tag number FL 234-6?
me: i don't know if that's the tag number
t: lol
me: i dont' know what the tag even is
t: ok
me: but I don't think theres a FL in it
me: lol
t: lol
t: ok
me: why are you asking?
t: just trying to know you as best that I can
me: c'mon
me: i don't believe that
t: ;-)
t: really
me: you have a reason
t: nope
t: no reason
me: knowing what car I'm driving means nothing
t: reason
t: sure it does...
t: do you like driving it?
me: lol
me: its what I call a "pussy" car
me: its a dudes car
t: is it now...really
me: its the car you want when your'e a 16 yr old boy
t: should I get one then?
me: a pot smoking floridian 16 yr old boy
t: call you up and ask...
t: can I come by in my Nissan z and pick you up
me: you don't even need a car
me: walk...crawl.....just show up
me: and you can have it
t: really?
me: yeah
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me: i'm sick of people telling me you�re not real
me: just cause of your location right now
t: lol
t: dont people know there is a war going on?
me: lol nope they don't seem to know baby
me: i'm acutely aware
me: but thing that's odd
me: I was acutely aware before I met you
t: and even the sexually endowed soldiers have to go
me: lol
t: ;-)
me: damn it
t: what?
me: there should be a �big� exclusion
t: nope...
me: well ...
me: heres what I truly think about it
t: whats that
me: you're over there doing your job
t: go on
me: you like your job
t: yep
t: yes i do
me: i don't want to ever change things in your life that you like
t: ;-)
me: yeah its scary
me: i'm in love with a guy that's never in one place too long
me: i just hope you like me this much after..
t: ;-)
t: why wouldn't I
me: there are just no guarantees in life
me: there is now
me: and right now feels really cool
t: but we will have fun finding out right
me: of course
t: good...
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me: i heard this song tonight at that store
t: ok
me: it gave me that same sort of happy feeling down to my toes that you give me
t: so are you telling me you dont need me anymore ?
t: ;-)
me: t?
me: i don't NEED you
t: yes Kristy
me: I want you
t: ;-)
t: good...
t: that is better for yah
me: i want you like you can't even imagine
t: I got a pretty good imagination
t: though
me: but if you don't want me back....that's ok too
me: it has to be ok
me: that's how life is
me: if you don't....someone will
t: Kristy...
t: when will you understand
me: what?
t: weather you like it or not....
t: I want you....in ways that you never thought of
t: ;-)
me: i'm not afraid
me: i'm just waiting
t: Goood
Just a note�.neither of us ever shows any dang skin�we just love to flirt�.make faces and make each other say �OMG� a lot�. He�s a big huge flirt�just like me. When I say OMG he�s putting his face all close to his cam�..eyes in the cam�looking intently�.with those bedroom blue eyes��they are OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't understand what he sees in me...
