I went to this cool used bookstore here where I live.� If you live here you know which one I�m talking about.� It�s big in an old building and I want to buy some more books there this weekend when I�m fat in cash.

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I�m yawning.� I was up late last night on the phone and I�m paying for it now this afternoon. �I always know it will be like this, but I still do it.� Stay up too late that is.

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Friday is my birthday and I already know I�m not getting anything and I�m trying not to think about the writing class last year.� Although I remember fondly a poetry book someone made for me with his own Mad poetry�that was a way kewl present!!� I should have stopped having birthday�s a long time ago.� When you�re 15 waiting to drive or when you�re 20 waiting to drink, birthdays matter.� When you�re @(@ you�re really just waiting to die.

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I used to do this color crap when I was 12, I really need to grow up�wait..if I do that I�m closer to death�forget that!

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-PoeticaL

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