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Tuesday, Mar. 25, 2003
I quit.

There are some people that you cannot find peace with. There are some people that will find fault regardless of your actions. The fact that we are at war…is proof. I really don’t care what two people have to say. I quit this issue. I tried to make amends. That’s all a person can do.

From: "Kristy "
To: grogan8@yahoo.com (fulltilt.diaryland)
Date: Mon, 24 Mar 2003 17:31:32 -0500

Justin,

I just had an email exchange last week regarding the fulltilt.diaryland issue with a friend. Referring to the massive disagreement. I thought we agreed to disagree and I refrained from making comments. In fact the email exchange was myself telling a friend that it was hard to deny that you and your fiancée’ look very happy together and it’s nice to see Chloe have a female influence in her life. I expressed to my friend that perhaps all of the incidents and things that I have recently gone through in my life clouded my judgment and I took out my anger on anyone handy. I told her that you would never believe these things from me and so I was choosing to stay silent.

This morning you chose to again throw comments my way. I have never claimed perfection and readily admit that I have been acting crazy etc and some of those things were due to the unexplainable pain and anquish I was experiencing.

My boyfriend is not an ex-crackhead nor is my son in any danger or displeasure about where he is currently living and I am very involved in his life. Without Rick I would have found myself living on the streets, he has been there for me and while he made one mistake in his past, I am not judgmental and do not hold those things against him.

I know this is a futile attempt to express myself to you, as you are hellbent on only seeing things one way.

I wish you well Justin, you deserve happiness. Everyone does..regardless of their past or any of their mistakes. We all make them. I know I have.

Kristy

From: That Guy!
To: Kristy
Subject: Re:
Date: Mon, 24 Mar 2003 15:00:26 -0800 (PST)

how quick you forget your little trips to my guestbook ranting about how you'll pay for my divorce.

=)

From: "Kristy"
To: grogan8@yahoo.com
Subject: Re:
Date: Tue, 25 Mar 2003 08:22:02 -0500

I have not forgotten. I have however decided that that behavior is ugly and I am not an ugly person and will not allow myself to behave that way as a result of things that have happened in my life.

Hey Justin… you can pay for my divorce. I’ll be glad to forward my attorney bills directly to you in Hungary. It is costing far more than $300 though.
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