good grief this was bad of me....or...was it?
I got tired and goofy and decided to fuck with the blueyed one. And yeah she�ll tell him and guess what �.I finally don�t give a rats ass� YIPPEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! Oh and incidentally I threw tons of lies and ridiculasness in there. Now she�ll run to him and sound like a flaming idiot. And this girl is too stupid to save a chat. She doesn�t know how. HAHAHAHAHA�.doh! OK OK so I need to grow up but I was bored and too tired and �..yeah yeah I know�.
Me: you're so predictable
Me: run to him and tell him how horrible I am for talking to you
Me: yet you talked with me
Me: now didn't ya?
blueyedblonde: I talk w/whom I please
Me: annnnnd for the record I think you said the awful things you said simply because you can't have any kids and it bothers you
Me: well too bad for you
blueyedblonde: Too bad for you
Me: maybe God doesn't let people who shouldn't raise children have them
blueyedblonde: give child away keep puter
blueyedblonde: than why did you have one
Me: I didn't give my child away
Me: he's with his parent
blueyedblonde: cheaper to have net than child
Me: I'm not paying for the Internet
blueyedblonde: get a grip and in the real world
Me: I am however working two jobs and giving the income entirely from one for the welfare of my child
Me: I work from 8:30 a.m. until 11:00 p.m.
blueyedblonde: all for what or whom
Me: for my son
Me: that's who
Me: but if he lived with me I couldn't work two jobs and ever see him
Me: and for the record he's at my place at 6:30 a.m.
blueyedblonde: wow an whole hour
Me: I get up at 4 a.m. every morning and shower and make breakfast so that he and I can sit down for 2 hours and talk to each other over breakfast
Me: He's with me all weekend every weekend
blueyedblonde: concept of parenting huh
Me: oh but you're the one that told me to get 4 jobs and keep him with me
Me: seems to me that he'd be with a babysitter all day that way
Me: this way he's with a parent
Me: me or his father
Me: at all times that he's not in school
Me: and when he's home for the summer
blueyedblonde: and I'm downed for not having any kids...
Me: I will have enough money saved to be able to quit my second job and spend all my time with him
blueyedblonde: thought you was going to school
Me: I simple stated that you have no children and you're jealous and trying to tell others how to raise children you have never met or seen
Me: I am going to school when my son is not in school
Me: I work all day 3 days a week
Me: the other two days I make his dinner and do homework with him
blueyedblonde: no jealously here...Seen too many childeren from broken homes
Me: if I am not at work, I am with my son
Me: a broken home is better than an unhappy one where two people fight
Me: my son sees me happier
Me: he sees his father happier
blueyedblonde: what do you tell him"I can not afford you living w/me"
Me: he's therefore happier
Me: I tell him that I love him. I tell him that I'll always be here for him. And he tells me that he wants to live in his house..the same house he's lived in for 4 years.
Me: I am granting his wish.
Me: I am listening to my child.
Me: I am NOT listening to some women on the Internet who doesn't know anything about my life or my son for that matter.
Me: I know you ran to him. You always do. It makes no difference.
blueyedblonde: But,its ok to listen to some man
blueyedblonde: huh?
Me: I am not listening to any man.
Me: anywhere
blueyedblonde: like you have not before huh
Me: I am listening to what my son wants.
Me: I'm not the girl that let some man beat the fuck out of me for years.
Me: you need to take a serious look at your own messed up life before you judge other people
Me: your judgemental and its not a nice quality
blueyedblonde: my life is happy
Me: its quite ugly in fact
Me: it wasn't always happy
blueyedblonde: no,but I used my wits
Me: I have too.
blueyedblonde: and only mine
Me: Everyone involved is happier.
Me: I havent' listened to anyone.
Me: If I had...i would be in NC right now.
Me: I'm not.
Me: My choice.
Me: No man is more important to me than my son.
Me: None.
Me: Ever.
blueyedblonde: but at one time huh
Me: Never.
Me: I never packed my things and moved there.
Me: And hell I never drove there hoping to see him either.
Me: Can you say the same?
Me: For a girl who's seen her share of bad times....you sure didn't learn any compassion from any of it.
blueyedblonde: yes,that was not the purpose of trip tho
Me: pathetic if you ask me
Me: chase someone that doesn't want to be chased
Me: try to see someone who hasn't invited you
blueyedblonde: you are beyond the words
Me: take a long look at yourself
blueyedblonde: take a look at yours,net problems..In love w/an image
Me: I am not in love with anyone.
Me: I am not moving from here.
Me: I am not involved with anyone.
Me: I do not want a man.
Me: I want to be self sufficient and I am.
Me: I do not have any family helping me.
Me: I do not care what you say. What you think. You are nothing and no one.
blueyedblonde: I am someone.w/a life and a real world
Me: I simply came to tell you that the way you talked to me....was ruthless and uncalled for.
Me: I have a real life.
Me: I have a child.
Me: That's real.
Me: Thats as real as it ever gets.
Me: And his father and I both love him. And we didnt' seperate because of the Internet or anyone on it.
Me: You know nothing about my life.
blueyedblonde: you know nothing about me
Me: I know far more than you can imagine.
Me: Tell "him" I said hi in that email you're gonna write him tonight.
blueyedblonde: hahahahahahahaha,you are way too hilaroius
Me: I'm sure you were half writing it already.
Me: Predictable, Judgemental....
Me: by the way why aren't you with the doctor tonight?
blueyedblonde: ESP...damn you are good way work 2 jobs
blueyedblonde: LAWYER>>>>>
Me: whatever the lie was
Me: if I was with someone I wouldn't be here wasting my time talking to you
blueyedblonde: whoa sounds like you have a bit of jealous streak
Me: HAHAHA of what?
Me: jealous of what?
blueyedblonde: your stide remarks says it all
Me: phhhhhhhhhft
Me: you think what you want...you always do
blueyedblonde: I have someone,and will have someone
Me: I just don't like you because you cant' be trusted. You are a whiney baby.
Me: I don't need anyone.
Me: When I get involved with someone it will be because I want to be involved.
blueyedblonde: who is doing the whining?
Me: I'm not whining. I'm simple telling you that you are rude.
blueyedblonde: it blew in your face and you are blameless we know
Me: nothing blew up in my face
Me: he and I are very close
blueyedblonde: RUDE>>look in the mirror
Me: always will be
Me: nothing you do or say will change that
Me: it never has
Me: it never will
blueyedblonde: you tried to turn the tables
Me: he's the one that coems to me
Me: calls me
Me: looks for me
Me: sends me gifts
Me: him
Me: he does it
Me: not me
Me: I don't know what he tells you but its not me chasing him.
blueyedblonde: so,am I too be overwhelmed
Me: Yes I care about him. Yes he's my friend. Yes I have feelings. But ....its not me chasing him....badmouthing you......like you try to do continuously over me.
blueyedblonde: you are so un-real
Me: whatever
Me: I'm bored with this
blueyedblonde: than go away
blueyedblonde: you pm'd me
Me: and you replied
Me: you always do
Me: dummy
blueyedblonde: and you are so depressing
Me: I am not depressed or depressing
Me: I'm free
Me: I'm on my own.
Me: I can come and go as I please.
Me: I don't need anyone anymore.
Me: I'm happy.
Me: I see my son everyday.
blueyedblonde: that makes life easy huh
Me: Things are good.
Me: no its not easy
blueyedblonde: repeating yourself
Me: none of this is easy
Me: no one gave me anything
Me: where did you go when you left husband?
Me: did you run to mommy and daddy?
blueyedblonde: trying to convince your self huh
Me: who helped you?
Me: did you do it yourself?
Me: did ya?
Me: or did you rely on someone else?
Me: Did you want "him" to be your answer?
Me: How many nights did you cry on his shoulder?
Me: How many times?
blueyedblonde: I helped myself
Me: not what I heard
blueyedblonde: I put myself thru school
blueyedblonde: I own my own home
Me: did you do while rasing a child?
blueyedblonde: this is where I stayed
blueyedblonde: I helped my family and parents
blueyedblonde: and help raising neices and nephews
Me: hmmm so you would say that I don't know a thing about your life?
blueyedblonde: you know nothing
Me: well gee
Me: isn't that funny
Me: and you think you know everything about mine
blueyedblonde: only what is said or told well gee
Me: you know a big 1% of what is going on
Me: thats it
blueyedblonde: who fuckin' cares
Me: you obviously do
Me: you're talking to me
Me: you run and tell him everything we talk about
Me: so you obviously do care
blueyedblonde: hahaha...comedain are you
Me: and guess what
Me: I don't care what you tell him
blueyedblonde: who runs
Me: I don't hide anything from him
Me: and if anything...he felt badly that he told you anything about my personal life
blueyedblonde: thats your problem
Me: because that was wrong of him to do that
Me: I don't ask him about you
Me: I don't care who he talks to
Me: about what
Me: its not my concern
Me: but you ask him about me
Me: hmmmm
Me: odd
Me: thought you didn't care
Me: gee......looks like you do
blueyedblonde: sorry.I ask nothing
Me: nah...you're lying now
Me: because "him" doesn't lie
blueyedblonde: hahahahahaha
Me: are you gonna tell me he does?
blueyedblonde: you are naive
blueyedblonde: gullable
blueyedblonde: weak
Me: wrong
blueyedblonde: senseless
blueyedblonde: believing in typed words
Me: you really ought to get a dictionary
Me: "Him" isn't typed words
Me: we rarely talk online
Me: but we talk often
Me: do you have his address?
Me: do you know where he works?
blueyedblonde: you ought to get a life other than that of one on the net
Me: work phone number/
Me: ?
Me: do ya know ?
Me: I don't have a life on the net
Me: my life is here in the real world with my son and my work
blueyedblonde: I for got yours began w/the net
Me: wrong
Me: in fact....
Me: I'm gonna go back to husband
Me: we're reconciling
Me: going to counseling
blueyedblonde: than get the fuck off of here
Me: we seperated so that we could work out our problems in a controlled way
Me: I can do whatever I want to do
Me: you're telling me to get off of here and yet here you sit talking to me
blueyedblonde: alot of marriges ended due to this net and pal
Me: my marriage ended because he cheated on me
Me: there's how much you know
Me: and it was very real in real life
Me: not with anyone online
blueyedblonde: what are you doing
Me: regarding what?
Me: you mean right now?
blueyedblonde: you was urning for a man on here if that aint cheating
Me: who was I burning for?
Me: or did you mean yearning?
Me: give me your address I want to send you a dictionary so badly
Me: consider it a gift
blueyedblonde: you are way too funny
Me: you are way too stupid for me to continue talking to you
blueyedblonde: unlike you I'm not too willing to give my shit over the net
Me: bet you'd give it to "him"
blueyedblonde: STUPID....that you are
blueyedblonde: not even to him
Me: hmmm maybe he's not as close to you as you thought
blueyedblonde: I did not say I was
blueyedblonde: or he was
Me: just keep in mind.....when you write that email...he'll just call me up and read it to me
Me: didya know that?
Me: yeah I didn't think so
blueyedblonde: keep in mind...I don't give a shit
Me: just saying
Me: you must
Me: cause you go crying to him everytime I speak to you
Me: big baby
blueyedblonde: no you do
Me: nope
Me: in fact I don't say a word
blueyedblonde: facts you need to get straight
blueyedblonde: BIG,hmmmmmmmmmmm
Me: fact is you like him and it bothers you to no end that he doesn't like you that way back
Me: stick that in your hat cause there's a fact
blueyedblonde: you just described yourself
Me: sure thats why he calls me
Me: oh wait....maybe you're right
Me: does he call you too?
Me: and gullible?
Me: gee "him" believes I left my husband
Me: and I never have
Me: hmmm go figure
blueyedblonde: I'm not the one who is hounding him like you,..Nor,do I want a lasting relationship nor did I ask him if I could move in w/him
Me: hahaha I never asked to move in with him
Me: I never drove there hoping to see him
Me: I never said I even wanted to meet him
Me: you're confused
blueyedblonde: and you lie
Me: finally you get a point in this game
Me: yeahhhhhhhh for you
blueyedblonde: how many times did you say you was in love w/him
Me: never
blueyedblonde: lying bitch
Me: what language
Me: ok ok....I think he's pretty kewl
Me: I'd lie down on train tracks for him
Me: but IN LOVE?
Me: you gotta meet someone and spend lots of real time with someone to be IN LOVE
blueyedblonde: You are crazy....Weird person
Me: and you my dear are the fucking gullible one for buying into anything I ever say
Me: talk to "him"
Me: be his friend
Me: leave me the fuck out of it all
Me: and for crying out loud quit sniveling to him everytime I say something to you
Me: its about disgusting
blueyedblonde: I was told you was one fucked up person
blueyedblonde: I believe it
Me: by him?
Me: by him?
blueyedblonde: you need help
Me: you don't know me so quit talking about me
Me: forget you know anything about me
Me: mind your own business
Me: its really rather easy
Me: I don't talk to him about you
blueyedblonde: frankly my dear,I do not want to know you
Me: I don't ask him questions about you
blueyedblonde: quit talking about ppl you got the nerve
Me: HAHAHAHAHA you're so stupid
Me: you belive everything I say
Me: are you that lame?
Me: get it through your fucking head
Me: you don't know me
blueyedblonde: not like you
Me: you never did
Me: you never will
Me: forget all about me
Me: problem solved
blueyedblonde: quit talking about ppl you got the nerve
Me: HAHAHAHAHA you're so stupid
Me: you belive everything I say
Me: are you that lame?
Me: get it through your fucking head
Me: you don't know me
blueyedblonde: not like you
Me: you never did
Me: you never will
Me: forget all about me
Me: problem solved
blueyedblonde: you are deranged
Me: I'm deleting this nickname and paltalk and you and him and all will be fine.
Me: you are so stupid
Me: you believe all of this
Me: geez
blueyedblonde: why tell me
Me: sad
Me: so sad
blueyedblonde: sad you are
Me: I'm deleting it all because I don't care about any of it.
Me: all a game
Me: all a joke
Me: nothing real on a computer screen
Me: including me
Me: go write your email now
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