PoeticaL
cluttering the net since 2001

i never cried like this ...

Wednesday, Jul. 21, 2004
I liked the way he held my hands..the way he pushed against my fingernails from behind. It all just hurts. I hate that this happened like this. It didn’t feel this bad when my ex split. I hated him. I don’t hate Rick. I cried the whole time he packed. The cops stood around telling jokes as if there wasn’t a heart breaking in the room. I wish I had a magic wand and could undo something.

If you read this Rick…I love you…I want nothing more than for you to be able to come back. This all just sucks.
9:12 a.m. ::
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