long 3 day hiatus from life...
Monday, May. 27, 2002
I got a frame for the picture husband made me. It looks pretty kewl hanging on the wall.
I have picked up and put down A clockwork Orange more times than I can even tell you. I am struggling beyond belief and I want to use that book for a nice fire starter but I don�t have a fireplace. Maybe I can use it for a coaster on my coffee table.
I went to some garage sales. I bought this really kewl angel candleholder. It�s glass and its on the coffee table. The living room is awesome now. I go in there and sit and just look around and feel content. .
I really need to get gold membership so I can post pictures of stuff�
I did read �Breakup � Catherine Texier� this weekend. It was gut wrenching because I totally can relate. What she describes in that book is what I endured and lived through and it brought tears to my eyes more times than imaginable.
And again, I didn�t read Clockwork�.*sigh*
I think when I have too many days off I get all wired and melancholy and I don�t know why but I just do. I am happy and relaxed and yet, I am something else too.
We�re going to go and see �About a Boy� tonight. I am sorta just sitting around waiting to go do that. I�m actually ready to go back to work I think. How fucked is that?
I watched Mulholland Dr. and fell asleep from confusion.
I bought some kewl stuff for the house.
I lay around on my soft couch.
Husband and I went to the new Starbucks and got coffee together.
Bought two new navy blue upholstered chairs for the red/white/blue sunroom for $70.
Read some books.
Wrote tons of nothingness.
Rubbed my eyes.
Talked with someone that got his own diary. Awww.
Got invited to Savannah�double triple awww.
Talked with Josh who said �Its so beautiful its narcotic�
Went to the movies�About a Boy�good but not true to the movie..it wasn�t a rap CD it was a Nirvana one damn it!�
Want this book �The Wild Life of Sailor and Lula Barry Gifford� but it�s out of print�.damn it�.
Got tickets to the Gin Blossoms...thinking about Remy Zero and Blue Joules and "Bucky's" first concert.
Wondered why I�m never enough for anyone just the way I am.
Drank latte way too late in the evening..now�.wondering if I�ll ever go to sleep.
Going to go lay on the vanilla cr�me couch and read something...Clocwork Orange? Um�er�.grrrrrrrrrrrr�
I'm thinking about a certain clown...
-PoeticaL
