major tragedy
Me: *shrugs*
T: smile
Me: its a girl thing
T: you going to let me in to the deeper levels of being a girl?
Me: lol
Me: its stupid
T: ok
Me: i lost something that matters to me and now I'm in a funk
T: oh...
T: that makes sense
Me: i looked all over for it
Me: and I can't find it
Me: and its stupid but I want it
T: it is not stupid if you think itis important
Me: i've had it for 9 months and i really like it
Me: and i lost it (I think)
T: probably just misplaced and once you stop looking for it....boom it turns up
Me: if its not on my desk at work tomorrow then it's lost
Me: cause I didn't have it all weekend, just went for it tonight
Me: and it wasn't in my backpack
Me: I bought a brand new leather journal today
Me: and so I just wanted my favorite pen
Me:
T:
T: but that is not stupid...
T: that is normal
Me: it's silver and funky and was $5 at Target 9 months ago and I even went to Target to just buy another one. And they don't have em anymore.
T: lol
Me:
T: isn't that always the case?
Me: I lost my pen and now I can't write and so I'm aggitated.
Me: And my new leather journal is laughing at me I swear. Bastage.
T: Have you tried a different pen?
T: I know it is noth the same
Me: I tried, but I'm in a deep funk and it's....it's like having a cone with no ice cream in it.
T: LOL
T: that sucks
Me: just*crunch* *crunch* with no sugar
T: LOL
Me: lips all dry, tongue sticking to the roof of your mouth
T: well there is always the koolaid with no sugar
Me: <----throws crappy bic pen on the floor
T: lol
Me: for 2 hours I lost my shoes too
Me: my sketcher street cleats
Me: i'm all like "where are they?" "do you know?" "do YOU know?" "how about YOU...have YOU seen my shoes?"
Me: everyone *shakes head* "no...we don't know!"
Me: "we don't know"
Me: "we REALLY don't know"
T: so where were they?
T: right were you left them?
Me: I find them outside of the sunroom on the patio where I never go.
T: Gremlins?
Me: I go back to "Bucky" and say "did you wear my shoes outside the sunroom?"
Me: "oh yeah ....I did"
T: LOL
Me:
T:
Me: "do you know where mommy's pen is "Bucky"?"
T: LOL
Me: "NO, NO mommy I don't...I REALLY don't..."
T: sounds familiar doesn't
Me: yesssssssssss
Me: ok so this is a major downfall thing abou tme
Me: about me
Me: I have this issue
Me: about my things
Me: when I was 19 I got shit canned outta the house
Me: LOST EVERYTHING
Me: when I was 23 I had to move from TX to PA and LOST most EVERYTHING
Me: few months ago moved out..."LOST MORE SHIT"
Me: so the things I do have....getting lost....ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T: <----gives Kristy a reassuring hug
Me: awwwwww
Me: t?
T: yes
Me: "do you have my pen?"
T: "NO, NO Kristy I don't...I REALLY don't..."
Me: teheeee