my reason
Monday, Oct. 07, 2002
Kwisty2k: i think a lot of people have a diary because its hip and/or they want to appear kewlKwisty2k: for me
Kwisty2k: its a way to sort out my fucked up thoughts
(kewl diaryland chic): me too
(kewl diaryland chic): i have so much in my head...i need to get it out or i will explode!
Kwisty2k: its not so I can show people my hip new shoes and stuff
(kewl diaryland chic): HA!
Kwisty2k: lol
Kwisty2k: my therapist told me to write about it
Kwisty2k: then I wrote about it and someone told me to get a therapist
Kwisty2k: HA
(kewl diaryland chic): oh my god! that's too funny!!!
Kwisty2k: lol
Kwisty2k: i know it
Kwisty2k: my therapist told me that most people dealing with all the stuff I have had thrown at me are on the streets sharing crack with their pimp
(kewl diaryland chic): yeah...seriously
Kwisty2k: all I wanna do is write
(kewl diaryland chic): and here you are, just trying to raise your son
(kewl diaryland chic): sheeesh
Kwisty2k: well he told me that i'm too hard on myself and that I have managed to hold down my job, get another and stay out of trouble too
(kewl diaryland chic): and that is an amazing thing.
(kewl diaryland chic): you have to be soooo strong
Kwisty2k: no, i just love my kid and want to be a better Mom than I had
(kewl diaryland chic): so many people would give up
Kwisty2k: ever seen my son's face?
she hadn't... I'm not strong. I have a reason. I have a good reason. I have a reason not to ever give up.
