PoeticaL
cluttering the net since 2001

naughty pills

Saturday, Sept. 16, 2006
First pill last night at 9 after long procrastination visit to bookstore trying to forget about having to injest one of the medical world’s closest drug to poison to try to get rid of pre-cancerous cells in one’s own body. A body the mind hides from but realizes is the mind’s shell.

This morning some reaction akin to being whacked in the head and having morning sickness at the same time. Dry heaving nearly the minute I stood up, that lasted for a grueling 15 minutes.

The rest of the day spent lying around on the couch ‘thinking’ about getting dressed and or showering…to no avail. Imagining, or was it real???...the remaining left drilled ovary aching within.

Second pill ingested one hour ago…with much trepidation.

10:07 p.m. ::
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