PoeticaL
cluttering the net since 2001

not a font

Monday, Oct. 14, 2002
I donít think that if you spend at least 3 to 4 hours of your day talking to one particular individual that you arenít going to want to by natural way of life want to lay near them at least once in your lifetime.

Nor do I think that if the so-called deal was so bad that heíd keep coming back to spend 3 to 4 hours of his time with me every day.

And I do this to myself every time it builds up and I feel close. And so what if I know Iím close to something thatís just not there. It is there every fucking day for 3 to 4 hours. Iím not blind. I don't ask for it. It just is.

I just want to have a memory that's not something I have to read or "file save as".

I just wanted to know if you ever thought you could be happy just for a moment being with me without having to talk.

I know I do this every month, but every month I am not just a font!

PoeticaL
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