reading books, not writing novels
Tuesday, Sept. 03, 2002
My buddy list says everyone
updated 11933 days ago. lol you gotta love diaryland.I haven�t heard from �t� since� �Off on a mission- Date : Thu, 29 Aug 2002 02:07:27 -0700 (PDT)�
I haven�t really talked to him in 5 days.
I miss him a lot and in the last 5 days I have come to realize how quickly he entered my life, how quickly he changed it, and I truly miss him. I miss the friendship.
Two nights ago I read�
Innocence
It�s an amazing book, albeit it confusing. I dunno. I have to read the last 50 pages again while more awake because it gets all twisty and hard to follow exactly even though it�s all entirely written so beautifully that it�s like one big huge book/poem. You can go read an excerpt
today someone talked to me about my novel and how I talked about writing it on my website�.this was me �.
regarding writing�and writing my book�
i just do my thing
i don't care if its right or wrong or whatever
i just write because i do ...i don't have much of a choice
words just haunt me
til i write it down
then i don't care much for what anyone thinks
its hard to focus right now
which bites
you can have a story in your head but if you dont' have peace there too, it's hard to give it a voice
a voice that isn�t a scream
right now I have a lot of anger...rage....and yet i don't want an angry novel to remember it all by
someday silence will come and I'll write with a beautiful sound and i'll cry as I remember instead of screaming and trying to forget
-PoeticaL
� Jane Mendelsohn