PoeticaL
cluttering the net since 2001

total strangers want to read me more

Monday, Jul. 15, 2002
So in the last week or so I’ve been working on this Interview for online. It’s been something that I decided to either do completely right or not at all. Meaning that I wanted to take my time. And I spent an entire week, about a half hour each night filling it out properly.

I finished it earlier tonight and decided to share it with husband. He kept “sighing” as I read through it. And then finally I said, “hey you don’t want to hear this.” He said, “yeah I do but I wanna watch Witchblade” and it’s on.

What a dick!

and to think total fucking strangers would pay me to write them emails because they find me so interesting....


11:37 p.m. added on…

I called “him” feeling like total shit cause I got the “sigh” off. And I never said anything. I just said “hey what’s up?” in a cheerful voice….and he said “what’s wrong?”

How can a man I’ve been with for 11 years not get me. And someone I never met…does? Just like that. I denied anything being wrong. Talked for an hour and a half and then admitted what happened. He said, “I bet he had his arms crossed too.” I said, “yeah..how’d you know?” He said, “body language says a lot.”

Then I got off the phone and husband says, “I read your Interview thingie…out there” I said, “uh uh” and now here I am telling you. It's just too late.

Yippe eh?
9:42 p.m. ::
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