from voidlife :

just been following your diary over the past few months. Much younger then you but still think you are a awesome person and mom. Wish mine was like you...really do...

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The other day I got the note above.� It brought tears to my eyes.

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One small and quick note to voidlife�

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Thank you!� Thank you!� Thank you!

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I may be a lot of things. I may be confused, neurotic, nervously hesitant, anxiety ridden, clinically depressed, etc.� But if there�s one thing no one should ever doubt for two seconds is that I love my son, I listen to my son�s feelings, I adore him and there�s nothing and no one in this world that comes before him in my world.� He�s the sky, the moon, the stars and the universe.� He�s the sugar that rains in the spring, the candy cane path in the winter, he�s the stark beauty of the trees in the fall and the bloom of the sunflowers in summer.

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He�s my everything.� He�s the best thing I ever did with my life�.so far.

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When I hope for a little girl, I hope she will be all of these things as a little sister for him.� I hope that someday he is blessed with the love of a child just as amazing as him.

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When I think of what a blessing having him in my life is...I choke up with tears,� the kind that start in your throat and ooze through your entire body in mere milliseconds.

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Love�..

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I love that boy.