PoeticaL
cluttering the net since 2001

words I will never forget.....

Saturday, Apr. 23, 2005
The words that changed it all….

“It would be different if it was my kid…”

The words that keep running thru my head…the ones I didn’t pursue because of him….

“You have such a pretty mouth, I wonder what it would be like to kiss you.”

The words that came out of my mouth tonight…..because of the words that changed it all….

“I don’t want to get married.”

…..and now he’s still out….and the ring is in the ashtray….and he’ll be pissed because I wrote this…..

But it’s all true and like most sentences that get said....there's an entire backstory....one that I can't bear to even write out.

But I am starting to realize that it will only be increasingly harder to blow someone off when they ask me out...since I now realize....it would be different if my son were his kid.... he might actually understand why I wanted to be home right now.....so I was awake in the morning to open the door to "MY" kid.

and yah he said, "I didn't mean it like that". But if you say a statement like that there is no other acceptable meaning. None. And we all know that no matter what I do...I won't be able to forget what he said.
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