BraN
2002-01-01
Those words shake me deep. I have heard them said in all sorts of ways but today�to hear them from a different source in such a way�
I have a friend. BraN. BraN and I have been friends for about 3 years. We have been closer at times and then we drift. But we always come back. It�s a nice friendship. But the Internet�.it will make a boy feel like he feels. It makes me feel like I feel.
My best friends are all stuck in wonderamaland and I wish it were different. But I�m not going to knock anything because it�s that way.
Knowing someone halfway across the world is a nice feeling. Like no matter where you go you are not alone. BraN told me that he�s jealous of �him�. I wonder sometimes if anyone really knows what love is.
Somedays I think I do, other days I�m not sure.
PoeticaL
I was holding you so tight and you were holding him
but you left the door so wide open that I was sure you'd come back in
And now the only time I can hold you is in my mind
but that doesn't seem to fill me up inside
So yes I felt lonely and yes I felt a need
and you seemed to feel it necessary to make me see
that I was wrong and you were right and that all my attempts
were in vain but I was pretty sure you'd turn around and want me back again
And as you slipped away
I couldn't admit that we were through
And as you slipped away
I found I lost myself in search of you
-Matt Nathanson
