I shoulda went away...
Thursday, Feb. 14, 2002
Him: must be tired
ME: or at least goin to go do something
Him: ok
ME: your ten minutes is a lifetime
Him: i know im sorry
ME: I had pictures for you
ME: i'll email em tomorrow or something
Him: ok
ME: I'm not mad at you
ME: I'm mad at me
Him: for what
ME: long story...go work
Him: ok
Him: good nite
I�m mad at myself for even giving a fuck about anyone. I�m so not going to do that anymore. It just makes me cry. I want to just not feel anything anymore and I never want to have another Valentines Day in my life. Next year on this day I�m going to go somewhere all by myself and lay on the beach in a bikini and ignore every man that might happen to speak to me. Next year I am going to be a major bitch to everyone on this day.