awwwww faith...
Monday, Apr. 29, 2002
�Right when I was losing all faith in humanity�Ryan gave it back to me. Thank you Ryan!�
Vilemiasma: my band is pink floyd
PoeticaL: they're awesome
PoeticaL: "we're just two ...
Vilemiasma: thats from wish you were here
Vilemiasma: were just two lost souls
Vilemiasma: swimming in a fish bowl
Vilemiasma: year after year
Vilemiasma: running over the same old ground
Vilemiasma: and have we found, the same old fears
Vilemiasma: wish you were here
PoeticaL: yeahhh
Vilemiasma: i love pink floyd
PoeticaL: I had those lyrics on my bookcase
Vilemiasma: like, for this whole year so far
Vilemiasma: all ive really listened to is them
PoeticaL: wow
Vilemiasma: yeah
Vilemiasma: i get in music moods
PoeticaL: hey
PoeticaL: go look at my diary
Vilemiasma: and sometimes i wonder
what happened? am i to blame?
where did all the little affections go?
will it ever be the same?
and sometimes i wonder
do you still care?
or did you pack up and move on?
was i just something that was there?
Vilemiasma: k
Vilemiasma: which one?
PoeticaL: I mean this
PoeticaL: http://trulypoetic.diaryland.com/
PoeticaL: but I dig what you just pasted a lot too
Vilemiasma: yeah i saw that
Vilemiasma: venting is needed
PoeticaL: the top....scrolling...
PoeticaL: is what I'm referring to
Vilemiasma: oh
Vilemiasma: hell yeah :-)
PoeticaL: teehee
PoeticaL: but I like what you just posted
PoeticaL: what song is that from?
Vilemiasma: it isnt
Vilemiasma: its me
PoeticaL: really?
PoeticaL: well fuck
PoeticaL: I can't plagiarize you!
Vilemiasma: go ahead, it will probably never be posted
PoeticaL: really?
PoeticaL: do you want me to say who wrote it?
Vilemiasma: you can if you want
PoeticaL: its awesome
PoeticaL: what do you want me to say?
PoeticaL: your diary name?
Vilemiasma: whatever you deem appropriate, you have permission to do with it what you wish
PoeticaL: awwwwwww thank you
Vilemiasma: no problem
PoeticaL: no one ever does nice stuff like that for me
PoeticaL: really...
PoeticaL: thank you
Vilemiasma: no really, its okay
PoeticaL: for some reason now I'm wiping tears
Vilemiasma: dont cry...
PoeticaL: see.... I just want simple things like that
PoeticaL: but...most people don't get it
PoeticaL: don't know what it is that I'm after
Vilemiasma: sometimes you look past it
PoeticaL: maybe
PoeticaL: but not this time
Vilemiasma: :-)
Vilemiasma: i made the scroller! yey!
PoeticaL: lol
Vilemiasma: and sometimes i wonder
what happened? did the rose die?
or did you just forget to put it in water?
why didn't i just let you fly?
and sometimes i wonder
what happened? did i really fall?
or did i choose to jump the distance?
did i really do a swan dive off the wall?
PoeticaL: wow
PoeticaL: now I have to edit
Vilemiasma: hehe
And now�
In its entirety���
and sometimes i wonder
what happened? am i to blame?
where did all the little affections go?
will it ever be the same?
and sometimes i wonder
what happened? do you still care?
or did you pack up and move on?
was i just something that was there?
and sometimes i wonder
what happened? did the rose die?
or did you just forget to put it in water?
why didn't i just let you fly?
and sometimes i wonder
what happened? did i really fall?
or did i choose to jump the distance?
did i really do a swan dive off that wall?
and sometimes i wonder
what happened? was i really that bad?
could i have done something, anything to make it work?
something more then i could of ever had?
and sometimes i wonder
what happened? was it me or you?
the blame obviously has to lie with me,
cause there is never any wrong you could do.