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I had a great weekend�.and tonight I also had this chat�and no longer wonder�.I know. I know with all my heart that I still matter to him. I always will. I don�t know anymore that it even matters. It�s just a fact and I no longer wonder. �Him� was and is in my life. It just is. I don�t care why. I don�t lose sleep over why. It just is. Goodbye never sticks and that�s just all�
Me: grrrrrr
Me: why did I ever say anything?
Me: why oh why?
�him�: i wont say anything
�him�: who the hell am i going to tell
Me: no one
Me: cause I asked you not to
�him�: ok then
Me: its just
Me: I think I tell you tons of shit cause somethings...it's like who the fuck are you gonna talk to about em?
�him�: i dont know anybody
Me: yeah right
�him�: did you know Jill asks about you sometimes
Me: how would I know that?
�him�: i just asked you if you do know
Me: no
�him�: she does and used to alot before
Me: why?
�him�: because she seen those cards you bought me
�him�: on my wall
Me: ahhh
�him�: yep
Me: so where are the cards now?
�him�: and she still asks did you talk to that girl in FL
�him�: i took the cards down
Me: smart man
�him�: even put my onion heads away
�him�: :-(
�him�: get this though
�him�: when i moved
�him�: i was on the phone with her
�him�: and everything that i came across of bevs
�him�: went straight in the garbage
�him�: all letters all pics
Me: how come?
�him�: all cards
�him�: even a ring
Me: here's the thing...you can throw things away but no one can change your past
Me: or your feelings....or your memories
Me: I still have my onion heads!!!
�him�: well too a point
�him�: you see by throwing that stuff away
�him�: im letting go
Me: well...its good to let go of some things
Me: yeah...I see your point
Me: but I'm not an issue
Me: she shouldn't have been asking you about me
�him�: if i was to hang on to it
�him�: well how can she not
�him�: she seen the cards
Me: I hate to say this....but I believe it with all my heart
�him�: she knows i dont have any sisters
Me: you and I are close
Me: we're friends
Me: and its because we've spend a lot of time being that
�him�: in some ways we are close
�him�: in others we are worlds apart
Me: I agree
Me: either way Jill's got nothing to worry about
�him�: i told her that
Me: I'm no one to you
�him�: thats not true
Me: yes it is
�him�: did i pm you tonite
�him�: or did you pm me
Me: I recall "if I wanted you to be here you would be"
Me: you pm'd me!
�him�: ok
Me: well its not like that means I get more points
�him�: i dont go around pming ppl
Me: I know that
�him�: i sing my song then let them talk about it amongst themselves
Me: I know that too
Me: I know you like me.....I like you too. We're friends.
�him�: yes
Me: I think we're good for each other when we're just friends.
�him�: yes
Me: and i do agree with you that its not a bad thing to have a good friend
Me: besides....Jill needs to worry about Jill
Me: because in the end...no matter what I did it wouldn't matter if Jill was doing what Jill should be doing where you are concerned
�him�: yeah i understand ppl have kids and problems but i try to keep my life problem free as much as possible
Me: ok here's what I think about this whole issue
Me: you know what you want....accept nothing less..because less is always just that....LESS
�him�: i have a theory if you have a simple life you have great amount of dexterity and that will allow you to do more things that most ppl cant
