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me: I really hate �him� for making me be so doubtful about you
me: because you haven't ever done anything but make me smile
t: :-)
t: awww
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me: by the way
me: thanks for letting me vent
t: what babe
me: i think i get all weirded out cause i hold too much crap in for too long
t: no problem...do you feel better?
me: yeah I do
me: i owe ya a hug
me: lots of em
me: actually
t: ;-)
me: you're always there for me
me: 7,000 miles and you do better than anyone else I've ever known
t: does that mean I can lick the inside of your mouth?
me: yes
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me: know what?
t: whats that babe
me: i see you smile and i don't have anymore answers than I ever have
me: but everything always feels ok then
t: awww
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me: did i tell you about this guy i met?
t: nope
me: he clicked yes
me: and i clicked yes back
t: really
t: wow
me: and I waited on the edge of my seat
me: and he came front
me: and everytime I got scared
me: he came right front
me: and maybe i'm crazy
me: but i love him with everything that i am
me: all i wanna do is hug him and hold him and put my hands all over his body
t: sounds like a decent guy
me: everytime i'm upset... he asks me if i want to talk about it
me: and when I say other people have hurt me...he apologizes for it
me: and when i'm scared outta my mind he says its ok
me: so let me ask you something
t: shoot
me: how do you not love a guy like that?
t: *shrugs*
me: how do you not want to hold a guy like that?
t: *shrugs*
me: how do you not want to wrap your legs around him and show him how much you love him?
t: mmmmmm
t: *shrugs*
me: how do you tell him all this stuff and not have the happiest tears rolling down your face?
me: how do you fall in love with someone that you've never met and explain it to anyone?
t: *shrugs*
me: i dont' have any answers and i don't care
t: i love you k
t: good....
me: i love you t
me: if you're forever 7,000 miles away it won't change how I feel
me: now c'mere i wanna molest you and stuff
t: ;-)
me: i'm so sorry for being so lost
me: so confused
me: so everything...things you didn't create
me: im really sorry t
t: <----gives k a flashlight and compass
me: yeahhhhhhhhh a flashlight
me: i can see everythign with that
t: leave the batteries in it
me: of course
t: ;-)
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t: I love you k
me: i love you right front t
t: :-)
me: thanks for being patient with me
t: no problem
me: yeah but it means the world to me
