he called...
Wednesday, Feb. 20, 2002
I told him the other night�well I asked him what he wanted me to do. He said today, �I email you and tell you what I think and now you�re mad at me for telling you what I think?� He said, �I don�t know what having a relationship with you in real life would be like�.a big confusing mess??� Why�s he even ask me that shit?
He used the guise of �well I got this other exercise tape he bought for me and I sent him an email that said �I got the other tape today. Thanks.� That was it. He used that as his opening line. Actually he said, �Is this the National Bank..no? �oh well then can you transfer me?� He uses that cutsie stuff� And then he said, �I�m glad that other tape showed up for you�I know it took over a month.�
God help me�why does he get to me like he does? I ended the conversation by saying �I don�t want to argue with anyone anymore about anything so I�m hanging up.� And I did.
My head is such a clogged up mess, I can�t think straight about anything anymore. Maybe Bernie can help�. Besides...why does he call me if I'm such a bother to him?
-PoeticaL
