i never cried like this ...
Wednesday, Jul. 21, 2004
I liked the way he held my hands..the way he pushed against my fingernails from behind. It all just hurts. I hate that this happened like this. It didn�t feel this bad when my ex split. I hated him. I don�t hate Rick. I cried the whole time he packed. The cops stood around telling jokes as if there wasn�t a heart breaking in the room. I wish I had a magic wand and could undo something.
If you read this Rick�I love you�I want nothing more than for you to be able to come back. This all just sucks.
