scattered thoughts...
Wednesday, Apr. 17, 2002
Pages for You - Sylvia Browning
After Lucy - Daniel Jones
Penny Dreadful - Will Christopher Baer
The Pleasure Dome - Josie Bernard
A cab called Reliable - Patti Kim
I�m gonna go jump into the Jacuzzi bath tub and cry and read and read and cry�.and then go to bed.
This is where my life is. I am nothing. I have nothing. I feel nothing. I do nothing.
7:34 a.m.
This morning I am resolved that I am going to save my money, no more buying books and coffee. I am going to save save save and then I�m going to go to school and better myself and get a better paying job and at least then I�ll financially be where I more want to be. WITHOUT A MAN!!!
I had a dream last night that everything in my life went blank and I had to write a new story to be my life. I think that�s the beginning of a novel or something.
I hate that the people who know how to write well and entertainingly never update! I hate hate hate it!
And a message to the boy out there with a smiling brain. You are an amazing person and I don�t just say that. I gave up lying when I lost �him�. Beautiful comes like waves, we need to hang on through the worst of them so we can surf through the easier ones.
Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm Chai tea for breakfast.
-PoeticaL
