sideways then straight....
Saturday, Oct. 09, 2004
If the way my fianc� stumbled into his front door this morning is any indication that it was a fabtabulous idea for me to make him a meatloaf dinner and that we had a uber amazing time last night��if you could see him walking sideways then straight then the other way..then arm up in a half asleep wave at 8:15 a.m. you�d know just how damn cute he truly is�you�d know just how much fun was had in an approximate 10 hr time period.You�d know.But since you couldn�t see him hobbily wobbiling from my truck to his door, let me just say that�.last night�.
- I made meatloaf dinner, lit the apartment full of candles
- Burnt my finger on the pan of biscuits.
- R kissed finger in the sweetest gesture ever.
- Shared an amazing meal with the absolute most appreciative guy I�ve ever cooked for.
- Drove to the bank so he could make a huge cash deposit at the ATM
- We went out for a drink at the restaurant his twin brother works for so there could be some twinage bonding.
- I used to misunderstand twinage bonding.
- I get it now.
- Had a rum and coke and talked with his brother.
- Decided to go to another place and meet his brother�s new gf since he was already planning on going there to meet up with her after he got out of work.
- Had an hour and a half to kill so we drive to the beach.
- Beach is a mess, the hurricanes have wiped out half the sand and there�s a huge drop from flatness of sand and then to the waves.
- Run thru sand holding hands, shoeless�
- Stand in the edge of the cool water hugging and kissing.
- The wind caressing our faces.
- Pull up our shirts to cool off in the wind.
- Almost a full moon.
- R�s arms wrapped around me, professing his love�.
- He�s happy I�m no longer just his girlfriend, that I�m everything he�s always and forever wanted.
- I feel so loved I want to freeze the moment and take pictures of the emotions.
- Walk hand in hand passed nightclubs and neon and bars and the moon.
- Drive to other club to meet up with R�s twin and his new girlfriend oddly enough named Chrissy.(go figure�twins with girls with almost the same names???Her name is Christina�.)
- She was funny in a sarcastic dry humorous way.
- She�s getting a divorce after 17, yah count em 17 years!!!
- I was girlfully happy and totally gleeful that she was at least 4 sizes larger than I�ve ever been in my life, and his brother was the dude that said fat girls were not his type.Ahhh love�..love has no size baby!!
- side note:I was admittedly gleefully happy about it because if you�ve ever been a chubbier girl you�re always happy when the new girl you�re meeting has an ass the size of Texas when your own ass is only ever been as big as the state of Washington and is currently the size of um�I�d say Ohio now�
- R�s twin brother, whom I love to death, slides over when R and Chrissy go outside for a cigarette says �I told you he�d come back..he loves you so much.�
- *short break here for the obligatory �awwwwwww�*
- R asks R (yup he�s an R too) to be his best man.:-)
- Decided to go bowling.
- Notorious 24 hr Bowling alley closed.Say what???
- R has to pee�.I tell R to pee in parking lot�..
- Parking lot�hand on button of jean shorts�ut oh
- It�s the police.
- Officer laughs when I readily admit he was about to take a whiz�
- Cop checks ID�s then Cop laughs tells us to go across the street to wee�.
- Bro didn�t show up�at the closed bowling alley that is�
- Pit stop for gas and a whiz�.ahhh that�s better.
- Decided to hit the trampy�esque Egg Platter after Bro calls and says that�s where they decided to go.I would probably never rightfully decide to go there�
- Big huge fat ass blueberry waffle with tons of whipped cream.Ate a few bites�
- R hanging all over me in a half woozy rummy�ness haze of love�
- R telling me he wants to go home and make love to me�
- Decide to go home and they will follow shortly.
- R drives because R can�..and does it well.(long story there�)
- R tells me he loves to run his fingers thru my long hair�
- Go home, get naked, about to get not just happy about but really really happy about being naked together�.
- Knock on door
- Twin brother�age and new g.f. arrive
- R wants to desperately stay naked.
- More rum and coke�
- R wants to get naked again�
- R tells brother he wants to make love to his future wife.
- Brother appears to want to mess up Chrissy�s hair�
- Goodbye brother and new girlfriend Goodbye. *insert wave here*
- We get totally naked for hours�
- Chloe hides under bed covering her eyes�.lol
- I�ve never ever made love to anyone with so much want and love in my life�.ever�.candle light�.blankets on floors�
- The thing about R that rocks my world�how his hands constantly find mine�.always fingers entwining in fingers�..
- 3 � hrs of #41�.teheee�I finally laid down to sleep at 5:30 a.m.!!
- Cut to later in the morning way to close to 8 a.m.�R sound asleep
- I woke up late�
- Watch him sleep even though I should be running around in lateness panic�.
- Kiss his forehead�..
- Tell him I love him but he has to get up
- Watch him stumble thru the apartment hair slept in, yanking his pants on�.
- I tell him I�m sorry I picked him up last night and he was all fresh faced and doing good and now this morning he�s a stumbling mess.
- He said something to the effect of �I�m ok�I�m ok.�
- cut to end scene�.it went something like this�: �if you could see him walking sideways then straight then the other way..then arm up in a half asleep wave at 8:15 a.m. you�d know just how damn cute he truly is�
I love him more than I've ever loved any other man....