2:00 a.m. spark - poem
2:00 a.m. spark
�
you transpose my verbs
you provide the letters
my tears explode
the minute i meet
with realization
and she discusses
the truth that hits my
inner reserve
�
you have my heart
and though i sent it
out on loan to others
they never read the lines
the book of me
because you pull the shutters
against their deepest entry
�
my house, my home
my heart it is not only my own
you grip it,
though you have not known
�
i want someone
just like you
because i long believed
that i could not have
what i really perceived
to be you
a one moment
when i knew that you
were the other side of
who i try to be when i am
being�.being me
�
perhaps i�m wrong and
you don�t want that dream about�
but then then�.i stop
and if i just followed the lines
that i have written all along
without fear and outside of doubt
the ones that lead to truth
the longest held truly being
that you are already mine
in the shadows of all that others know
in another world, where dreams
are not killed, but only grow
�
i have shared the most of me
that i can find even in the dark
with you�you
the only light�for far too long
you hold the only fire
of anything that makes me feel
feel�.again
that love is real
you..
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are my ...
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emotions�that spark
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-PoeticaL