told "him" about David....he told me about Lynda
�him�: hi
PoeticaL: i wanna tell you something
PoeticaL: I have no bad feelings
PoeticaL: I think you did the right thing
�him�: Yes
�him�: for my own peace of mind
PoeticaL: I met someone
�him�: right on
PoeticaL: 3 weeks ago
�him�: he is kewl
PoeticaL: online
PoeticaL: I met him online
PoeticaL: but he lives 5 minutes from me
�him�: very kewl
PoeticaL: we were chattin ...
PoeticaL: tonight.....I went and met up with him
PoeticaL: first time
PoeticaL: in person that is
�him�: how did it go
PoeticaL: he's way kewl
�him�: super
PoeticaL: look.....
PoeticaL: what he's sayin to me on here
PoeticaL: daveone31: i really enjoyed meeting you in person. it was fun
PoeticaL: right now
PoeticaL: I just got home and he's talking to me
PoeticaL: think he liked me?
�him�: yes
PoeticaL: good cause I liked him too
�him�: what chat program did you meet him
PoeticaL: not on a chat program
�him�: how did you meet him online
PoeticaL: http://www.hotornot.com/r/$(@(*@
�him�: hehe off the site kewl
�him�: is that him
PoeticaL: yeah
PoeticaL: *shrugs*
PoeticaL: but he's kewl
�him�: he doesnt look lke a bad dude
PoeticaL: he's educated...has a good job.....has goals....back in school to get his Masters.....oddly enough he goes to school on Tuesday and Thursday nights
�him�: hehe i remember those days
�him�: whats he do for work
PoeticaL: and he volunteers at the childrens hospital
PoeticaL: he's in the medical field
PoeticaL: something to do with checking pacemakers to make sure they work right after they are in the patients
�him�: good
PoeticaL: and.....he writes
�him�: poetry
�him�: books
PoeticaL: and at the bookstore tonight....he bought me a book
PoeticaL: fiction
PoeticaL: he writes fiction
�him�: hes never been married
PoeticaL: nope
PoeticaL: and I told him everything upfront
PoeticaL: he saw my cut up hands tonight
�him�: good
�him�: your honest with him good
PoeticaL: I've learned my lesson
�him�: well worth learning
PoeticaL: yes
�him�: this is good
PoeticaL: he was tired tonight...I could tell...cause he was right in front of me
PoeticaL: I said, "there's other nights...why don't you go home and get some sleep?"
�him�: i knew youd come across someone down there
PoeticaL: he said "oh how cool...you understand"
�him�: whats he live in
PoeticaL: a house
�him�: very good
�him�: is he renting it or buying it
PoeticaL: he saw a picture of Bucky on my keychain and he said "kewl kid...I'll have to take him out on my motorcycle"
PoeticaL: he owns it
�him�: he sounds like an ok guy
PoeticaL: but I don't care about that... I just liked his profile and he picked me first
PoeticaL: and then you have the opportunity to say yes or no
�him�: this is great
PoeticaL: yeah its pretty kewl
�him�: im happy for you you deserve it
PoeticaL: he asked me out to the movies tonight so he musta liked what he saw
�him�: you bet
�him�: this is so ironic
PoeticaL: first thing he said to me was "I put skydiving cause I thought it sounded kewl but I've never gone...but I want to...so I sorta lied"
�him�: hehe what a stupid thing to lie about
PoeticaL: i know...but he confessed and I told him he had to go with me and he had to jump out of the plane first
�him�: after being 3000 feet above the ground youd change your mind
PoeticaL: nah
PoeticaL: I wanted to just tell you something...
PoeticaL: I realize all the things I did wrong...the mistakes I made...I have learned ..and while this doesn't change what I did to you...I am a better person
�him�: good
PoeticaL: why is it ironic?
�him�: enable your voice
�him� has enabled voice conference. (3/21/02 at 11:15 PM)
He went on to tell me he met someone local about 4 months ago. And odd if this doesn�t explain it all�.and now I have peace and I have closure.
�him�: im back
�him�: had to get water
PoeticaL: s'ok
PoeticaL: you need to go to bed
PoeticaL: too
�him�: i will in a little bit
PoeticaL: and he won't stop pm'ing me as long as I am online
PoeticaL: lol
PoeticaL: he needs to go to bed
PoeticaL: too
PoeticaL: I'm not getting in trouble for keeping anyone up anymore
PoeticaL: no more speeches in my lifetime
�him�: good
PoeticaL: my hands are all fucked up
PoeticaL: from breaking that door
PoeticaL: bruised and shit.....pretty bad
PoeticaL: and he picked em up and kissed my boo boo's
�him�: hehe
PoeticaL: I asked him the other day if he was really kewl with everything and he said "it took a lot of guts for you to get up and leave like you did"
PoeticaL: "I admire you Kristy"
PoeticaL: WOW
PoeticaL: soemone admries my dumb ass? lol
�him�: your not dumb
PoeticaL: I know that.....you know what I meant
PoeticaL: and he asked me tonight..."do you always wear big clothes like that?"
�him�: ya do ya
PoeticaL: I think I'm a pretty fucking kewl chick
PoeticaL: and I'm proud of myself
PoeticaL: dosn't matter what anyone else thinks
PoeticaL: hey....I still have my notebook....its' getting full...
�him�: well schools out
PoeticaL: no not that notebook
PoeticaL: the one I write in every night...the stuff I've done
�him�: things you done
PoeticaL: yeah
PoeticaL: that one
�him�: k
�him�: good
PoeticaL: I guess I wanted you to know that i don't have bad feelings and I do understand
�him�: i knew you would someday
PoeticaL: hmm....yeah....someday
PoeticaL: my bet is you got serious about her sometime in Feb....am I right?
�him�: started to late feb
PoeticaL: yeah I know
PoeticaL: I already knew then
�him�: all i did was give her a chance
PoeticaL: wel that's good �him� that you did
PoeticaL: you need to give someone in your life a chance
�him�: well she has qualities in her that i am attracted too
PoeticaL: well I would hope so
PoeticaL: lol
PoeticaL: I never used to pay attention to certain things before I met you
PoeticaL: and then I met David and I was asking him "what do you do? what do you plan to do? where do you see yourself in five years?"
�him�: i mean shes pretty ya but shes not into games shes a positive person takes care of herself
PoeticaL: all good qualitites
PoeticaL: all stuff on the requirements list
�him�: yes she doesnt wear a mask
PoeticaL: I hope she gives good head....lol
�him�: oh geeeez
PoeticaL: well...its on the list
PoeticaL: don't act like you never said it
�him�: yes
PoeticaL: ok then
�him�: <----Innocent
PoeticaL: you could always teach her I guess
�him�: <----Angel
PoeticaL: thats a teachable thing
PoeticaL: yeah right
PoeticaL: you're not fucking angel
PoeticaL: I won't lie
�him�: i never fucked an angel
�him�: nope i did not
PoeticaL: I was watching David tonight talk to me
PoeticaL: wondering if he could kiss well
PoeticaL: its important
PoeticaL: these things matter too
�him�: youll find out tomorrow
PoeticaL: nah
PoeticaL: I will not
PoeticaL: no way am I kissing someone on a first real date
�him�: you might
PoeticaL: no way
PoeticaL: no way
PoeticaL: nope
PoeticaL: no
PoeticaL: no
PoeticaL: phase one
�him�: bring out the bottle of wine
PoeticaL: lol
PoeticaL: nope
�him�: youll slip in to level 2 in no time
PoeticaL: stop that
PoeticaL: I'm a good girl
PoeticaL: but I do miss my ceiling fan living here
�him�: hell if you drink the whole damn bottle you make make it level 4
PoeticaL: NEVER
PoeticaL: EVER
PoeticaL: bad thing to do
PoeticaL: gotta be friends first or you fuck it all up
�him�: yes
PoeticaL: see I learned
PoeticaL: no bottle of wine
PoeticaL: no skipping phases
PoeticaL: no no no
PoeticaL: <----good girl
�him�: how did you get so smart
PoeticaL: *shrugs*
PoeticaL: I dunno
�him�: i dunno is not an intelligent answer hehe
�him�: its like HUH
PoeticaL: lol
PoeticaL: I think you deserve to be happy
PoeticaL: I always thought it
PoeticaL: I hope you're on the right path to being so
�him�: i feel i am
PoeticaL: that's what matters
PoeticaL: I'm not interested in rushing into anything
PoeticaL: and he said he wasn't interested in being a "rebound"
PoeticaL: and know what?
PoeticaL: I think I cut my teeth on you
�him�: hes right
PoeticaL: I think I made all my mistakes with you
�him�: yes i was a guinea pig
PoeticaL: oink oink
PoeticaL: well.....I am sorry.....but I'm not sorry I learned
PoeticaL: and....I have one size to go....to get to my goal
PoeticaL: that's pretty kewl
�him�: thats it
PoeticaL: yes
PoeticaL: thats it
�him�: what do you weigh now
PoeticaL: I've been losing like madly since I moved out cause I'm too lazy to eat
PoeticaL: I weight right now 185
�him�: too lazy to eat thats a good one
PoeticaL: I am
PoeticaL: Im too lazy to cook for one person
�him�: now that is lazy
PoeticaL: so I live on cheese and water and stuff
PoeticaL: and no more McDonalds for Bucky
PoeticaL: those days are over
�him�: fat kid
PoeticaL: David talks about health cause he sees people with pacemakers all the time
�him�: hehe you went from catheters to pacemakers hehe
PoeticaL: I know how fucking weird
�him�: lmao
PoeticaL: I should just face it and go be a nurse
�him�: lol
�him�: well im going to bed
�him�: Nite
PoeticaL: night