my Mystical Friend�
Thursday, Jan. 02, 2003
guestbook entry: If you do not want millions of eyes examining your personal life I suggest that you do not post it on the World Wide Web. Everybody has problems!!! So go ahead and cry yourself a river and build a bridge then get the fuck over it and move on. ~Mystical Friend~
----- Original Message -----
From: "Kristy"
To: Brad
Sent: Tuesday, December 31, 2002 9:40 AM
Subject: read carefully *rolls eyes*
Dear "Mystical Friend"
Oddly enough you think I'm too stupid to know who you are. I can match isp addresses as quickly as I could paper doll clothes on a paper doll as a child. Perfect matches happen rarely.
I hope your life never deals you serious problems, serious illnesses, or the need for support. But if it does, I hope there's someone in your life that knows what it means to be a friend through thick and thin. I decided not to come to you for support, but you could also skip reading my diary and pretending you care about me when it's so obvious that you don't.
I don't want your pity or anyone else's. I am merely trying to cope in my own way.
I have always shown you respect, why can't you at least do the same in return? If you want to know how I am, ask me. Don't read my scrambled thoughts in hiding.
Kristy
From: "Brad"
To: "Kristy"
Subject: Re: read carefully *rolls eyes*
Date: Tue, 31 Dec 2002 13:43:07 -0500
I know all about IP addresses. Do you think I am stupid? I am probably the one who taught you. You talk about respect. Respect of what? Is posting your entire personal life on the internet for anyone to read respecting yourself? I think not. I don't want to be stuck on the phone talking for endless hours about something I have no conrol of. Sure I am concern that you're alright and its no secret what I am working on will benefit your life tremendously so isnt it best I keep my mind on that? After all I am not a doctor and there's nothing I can do for him. I just want to be like everybody else sorta on the side lines and continue to work on something worth while. You seem to have it stuck in your head that I am obligated to chat on the phone or online with you if I want to know whats going on. Well nobody else has too and I dont see you getting pissed off at them or even picking up the phone and spending 4-5 hour discussing your life. Because as long as you choose to advertise your life online there is no need for that and as long as I pay for my internet service, I have just as much right to visit your site as they do.
Brad: so when you followed me in the room why didnt you say hi
Kristy: if i was checking up on you and had something
to hide then I would use a nick you don't know
Brad: and you get pissed because i take a gander at your diary
Kristy: nah
Kristy: i don't give a fuck what you read
Brad: then why did you shut it down
Kristy: lol
Brad: and why did you put what i said for your last entry
Kristy: lol again
Brad: and you never put the whole damn thing just the parts you want ppl to see
Kristy: the whole thing?
Brad: and the parts you dont want ppl to see you leave out
Kristy: what parts do you think i don't want people to see?
Brad: the part that aint there
Kristy: lol
Brad: the rest of the entire email
Brad: you like to keep them stupid in their closet
Kristy: oh geez
Brad: did anyone comment on my last entry in your gb
Kristy: nope
Brad: damn
Brad: what the hell is taking them
Brad: they all have big mouths with no fucken idea of whats really going on
Brad: i thought for sure somebody would come along and play the part of the hero
Brad: cuss me out and stick up for you
Brad: then you can bake them a brownie
Brad: with frosting
Brad: and shove it up their ass
Brad: those people are so far in the dark
Kristy: seems to me that you are harboring some anger
Brad: you shut your diary down and all because i read it once
in a while and then you use part of an email that i wrote for your last entry
Brad: your diary was never a source of entertainment for me
Brad: and thats what you made it out to be
Kristy: its my perogative what I do and besides you
should get your facts straight before you go spouting off at the fingers
Brad: you twist things
Brad: if you would of posted that entire email then they would know whats up
Brad: and you know that
Brad: but you cant have that
Brad: because they will learn things about kristy that kristy doesnt want them to know
Kristy: whatever
Brad: yeah read the email and then say that
Kristy: read it
Kristy: a few times
Brad: yeah theres a few revealing points made in it
Kristy: rolls eyes
Later on like usual... Brad: i am not trying to be mean to you or avoid you
Brad: i just need a break with shit too
Kristy: i wasn't mad at you either
Brad: Ok good
Brad: im going so you can go to bed
Kristy: it won't happen either way
Kristy: but do what you want
Brad: ok, good night
Brad signed off at 2:21:53 AM.
Why we bother to fight is beyond me, but after the last few days the last thing I want to do is fight with anyone, least of all someone I'm lucky to have in my life.
If anyone would like to have a brownie with icing let me know (lol) or if you would like to leave Brad a comment please feel free to use my guestbook to do so. Thanks.
