nothing really..other than I will come back
t: must be in bed?
t: oh well....maybe tomorrow
t: love you ....
t: :X
t: bye
me: nope
me: i'm here
t: ok
me: was on the phone
t: ok
t: so what you been up to?
me: heard my pc beeping....came over
me: lol
t: so what have you been up to?
me: nothing much
me: was stuck at home all day today
t: what else
me: no car... :(
me: something's wrong with it
t: whats that?
me: something electrical
me: its sucking all the power from the battery when you turn the headlights on
me: strangeness
t: really...sounds like a short....should be able to find it with a multi meter
me: towing it to the garage tomorrow
me: not gonna waste forever trying to figure it out myself
t: true
me: so how are you?
t: me ...
me: yes ...lol... YOU
t: been busy...
me: noticed
t: spent all day yesterday trying to ..
t: configure HP OpenView to recognize the SNMP MIBs with in the Circut Switches...
t: and...
t: corolate that information into a visual representation on the workstation
me: yeah i did the same thing today...
t: really?
me: yup
me: lol
t: asoo what did you come up with...did it work?
me: i found out i'm brilliant and the outcome was wonderful
t: so how did you do it?...
t: becasue I can not get the IP map to recognize the interfaces :D
me: well I just corolated the information into a visual representation on the workstation
t: how so...
t: when the inserted links do not come up as SNMP managable objects
me: introduce the IP map to the interfaces personally, then they will recognize each other on command in the future
t: right
me: lol
t: what else you been doing...
me: looking for someone to talk to
t: reading your web pages it sounds like you have been running
me: how come?
t: 23 minutes?
me: say what?
t: one of your poems was about "23 minutes"
me: i'm lost here
t: nevermind...
t: so how goes the running?
t: :D
me: lol
me: slow
me: tortorous
t: fun?
me: phhhft
t: I'lll take that as a yes
me: lol
t: now is it really that bad?
me: yes
t: again, now is it really that bad?
me: yes
t: I know you really mean "not really":D
me: phhhft
me: i lost my clouds on quix�
t: I'll take that as an of course
t: I saw
me: i was......kyping
me: meaning I was interlinking to someone else
me: who apparently nixed their clouds
t: now you got to find more clouds
me: but alas...I am so smart..... I have the clouds on my pc saved and have a free server to host em....
t: good girl
me: *shrugs*
me: i like that layout
me: did I ever tell you that I had a cloud ceiling on my bedroom in the other house....
t: me too
t: nope
me: well I did
me: it was the sky
me: and I wrote on it
t: cool
me: just like quix
t: cool
me: people used to walk in there and get a kink in their neck
t: LOL
t: looking at the cieling
me: yes
me: it was funny
t: :;-)
me: i'd tell em to lay on the bed
t: yep
me: they'd say no
me: i'd walk away
me: come back
me: they're on the bed
t: LOL
me: i miss that ceiling
t: sounds like it
me: shrugs
me: its on quix now
t: :D
me: and I save em
me: on my pc
me: so if that server ever goes
me: i still have it all
t: good I de
t: Idea
me: yup
me: gotta keep all that stuff
t: true
me: someday i won't be able to write
t: why not?
me: i'll run out of stuff to say
t: I doubt that
me: it could happen
me: i haven't been writing
t: why not?
me: in a funk
t: maybe you should go for a run :D
t: ?
me: lol
me: real funny
t: why
me: dunno
me: cause its midnight here
t: true...
t: I guess you have to get up early to run then :D
me: http://img1.ranchoweb.com/images/�.
me: they're back
me: the sky is intact
t: cool
me: all is well with the world again
t: LOL
t: we got attacked here yesterday
me: too bad i don't have anything to write
me: i've been seeing all sorts of stuff on the news....
me: tried to walk away from it as much as possible
t: :D
me: its hard to watch
me: its like i've grown this "numb" defense
me: and now i don't feel anything
t: it doesn't bother me though...
t: I didnt even find out about the attack until this morning
t: :D
me: well geez
t: all I heard was a couple of explosions and that is all
me: well thats good
t: phonw brf
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t: wb
me: thanks
me: i had my pc on most of the day....so it was running slowwww
t: ok
t: better now
me: bucky had a tae kwon doe competition yesterday
t: did he win?
me: nope
t: maybe next time
me: it was his first one so....
me: His spar match went something like this�.
bow
bow
kick
kick
punch
punch
kick
kick received in the head
time out
kick
kick
punch
punch
kick
kick kick kick kick
t: ok
me: yeah he got kicked in the head
t: wow is he ok?
me: and he still struck his fight stance and got right back in there
t: cool
me: he's a tough guy
me: he had his safety gear on
me: head gear, chest gear, shin guards
t: good...the right size
t: ?
me: of course
t: ;-)
me: but.....
t: ...
me: he complained all day that his "cup" was too small.
me: typical guy
t: I hate that...
me: he'd say that and then laugh..... its not too small...he's just being a smartie
me: already
t: maybe...
me: he's just not used to it
me: he gets whacked in the head and he was slowed down after that
me: but still scored points
t: good
me: and he did breaking
me: breaking wood
me: he busted his 2 pieces of wood
me: one with his hand
me: the other with his foot
t: cool
t: cool
me: he got a bronze for sparring and a bronze for breaking
t: good
me: yeah it was cool
me: all day yesterday...
t: it was cold here last night
me: white jammies all over FSU arena
me: awww were you cold baby?
t: nope...just when I got out of the sleeping bag
me: i coulda warmed you up
t: ;-)
me: i dunno though
me: i can't have those thoughts anymore
t: why? because I could die here?
me: no...
me: although it doesn't help that you said that
t: ;-)
me: more like I don't think you have room in your life for me
t: *shrugs* whys that....too busy?
me: too far away...too busy....too ....tooo.....toooo
t: ;-(
t: sorry
me: why be sorry
me: its just reality
t: ;-(
me: i'm not mad at you ...its not like that
t: ok
me: there's nothing for me to be mad about
me: just the way things are
me: i put that song I was talking to you about on bleeding
me: did you hear it?
t: nope...dont have the headphones right now
me: k
me: you ok?
t: yep
me: you got all quiet
t: *shrugs*
me: how come?
t: dont know
me: ok maybe i need to explain
me: myself
me: let me start by saying this
me: t?
t: ?
me: i love you
me: nothing changed that
me: i dont' think anything ever will
t: k
me: i just... we got really close....and then ... you were....
t: gone
me: i didnt' want to say gone
me: because you weren't really gone
me: you were working and thats normal and you didn't do anything
t: ok
me: i just.... its me
me: i got close to you
me: maybe too close...too fast
t: ok
me: does this make any sense to you?
me: i just....
t: yes it does
me: i missed you so much
me: like
me: i just found myself sitting all by myself alone anywhere...just wanting nothing but you
t: ok
me: say something to me besides ok
me: because i'm not kicking you to the curb...i'm not telling you i don't want you in my life...
t: I know...
t: but there are times that I will be called away...
me: i know that too
t: and I might not have the chance to tell you...
me: yes i know that too
t: I have just accepted it as part of the job...
t: boy that made me sound like an ass
me: lol
t: it did though
me: t
t: yes?
me: just tell me something
t: something
me: grrr
me: tell me..... tell me if you could have it be anyway you wanted it to be.... what do you want from me?
t: I would want you to be you....
t: that is it
me: ok
me: then... part of that is .... your the first person that just understands me ..and when you're gone i'm sorry but i remember the way it was before you.....because there is a void
t: what can I say?
t: nothing really..other than I will come back
me: i know....
me: you don't have to say anything
me: i don't think its a bad thing to be missed
t: no it isn't
t: but it is almost time for shift change.
me: ok
t sorry about that..
t: i know ....grrrrr
t: no sorries
t: so I appologize for that ok
me: lol
t: so you get some sleep ok?
me: i just....when you were gone... I started to think you were one big giant dream...
t: nope I am not a dream...
t: I am just me
me: lol
me: that's not what I meant
t: just the troll boy...with a small yeah
t: but I need to go walk the monster before shift change ok
me: ok baby
me: you don't have a small...yeah
me: so shuddup
t: so get some sleep
me: nope ...can't
me: but go ahead and go...
me: i'm ok
t: sure?
me: i have to be ok you know that..
t: ok I will talk to you later princess
t: I love you Kristy
t: ;-)
t: byes
me: i love you right front
