awww man...he makes me speechless
~~~~~
me: whats it like to have kristy right on your
screen?
t: :D
me: lol
me: your eyes are like glued
me: its not that interesting
me: but look i can't stop smiling
t: yes it is
me: and you're all mr stone face
me: how do you do that?
t: It took years of training
me: ahhhh
me: i gotta untrain ya
t: that and when you look mean...
t: people dont mess with you
me: hmmm
me: i don't have a mean face
t: nope
me: its beyond me
t: I do
me: i could try
t: nope
t: dont' do that
me: why?
t: beacue i said so
me: ok so was this all worth the wait?
t: YEA!
me: lol
me: yeah yeah sure
me: you say that to all ya cyber girlfriends
t: hmpf
t: not all of them
t: :>
me: you told tile lady she's hot too
t: LOL
me: grrrrrrrrrrrrr
me: don't say that stuff to me
t: she is on line right now trying to get me
me: "not alllll of em"
me: lol
t: LOL
me: poor ms. tile lady
t: yep
me: wants ya
t: :">
me: man my hairs all messy
t: hmpf
me: lol
me: it is though t
me: doesn't always look like this
t: it is going to look worst when I get done
with it
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me: you're laughing at me
me: that's why
t: nope
t: not me
me: camera's
me: argh
me: like one giant eyeball checkin ya out
t: you looking all seductive there
me: nope
me: I am not
t: thats what i see
me: nope nope
me: awww
t: yep
t: yep
~~~~
me: hey t
me: lookie
t: yes babe
t: :D
t: you are such a tease
me: I am?
me: nah
t: yes
me: come and get it
me: I never said no
t: sure rub it in even more
me: of course
me: I want you to talk around raging for me
me: for the next however many months
t: just wait...
me: promises promises
t: what comes around goes around
me: good
t: there is a reason you have a poetry book
now
me: that's not a threat to me
me: there is?
t: give me something to read while you are
tied up
me: lol
me: yeah yeah
me: as if you can concentrate on reading
me: you're so full of it
t: remember...
t: mr stone cold?
me: yup
me: hmm....we'll see
~~~~
me: how come when you sit in front of a camera
your face gets itchy?
me: lol
t: LOL
t: it is normal
t: I think
me: shrugs
t: you are self concious about it
me: nah
me: whatever
me: take a long look....get your fill
me: you'll get over me
me: in time
t: is that possible?
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me: my face is so itchy
me: grrrr
me: goofy
t: :)
t: nope
t: cute
me: so tell me something
t: what is that
me: do I look like you thought I would look?
t: nope...
t: bettter
me: c'mon
t: what?
me: nevermind
me: you'll just give me heck
t: yep
t: there is no way for you to win this
argument
me: we'll find out when you can leave there
how you really feel and what you really think about me
t: hmpf
me: lol
me: stop with the hmpf
t: the only thing that will change is the
work schedual
me: lol
t: because I cant chat while at the office
me: yeah so when you can leave there where ya
goin?
t: Bragg
me: k
t: why?
me: just wondered
t: ypu have asked me before though
me: shhhhhhhhh
t: miss Forgetful tonight
me: move along
me: i had a reason
t: LOL
me: but never mind
t: why?
me: nope
me: moving along
t: why did you have a reason
me: shhhhh
t: why
me: nope
t: did you ask
me: nope
t: yes
t: yes
me: nope
me: nope
t: why
t: di
t: d
t: you
t: ask?
me: cause I did
t: hello
me: phhft
t: because why
me: i did and ou answered and now that's that
t: nope
me: yup
t: that is not that
me: yup
me: it is that
t: nope
me: yup
t: nope
me: yup
t: nope it isnt
t: thel me
t: tell mee
me: theres just a few x's on my screen to
click and poof....all done
me: don't do that
t: ;-)
me: make me feel guilty
t: hmpf
me: I asked cause I wanted to know
me: you answered
me: and so there
me: all nice and neat
me: done
t: i can be very stubborn
me: move along
t: nope
me: yup
me: argh
t: nope
me: yup
t: tell
me.....pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease!
me: thers nothing to tell you
me: i just wanted to know where you were going
when you leave there
t: yes there is
me: nope
me: you just think there is
t: the planes play into POPE AFB
me: two can play that game
t: fly into pope
me: there's nothing to tell
me: if there was I"d tell you
me: awwww its t eyes
t: tell me
me: c'mon t there's nothing to tell
t: :(
me: i just wanted to know where you were going
when you could leave there
t: ok
me: dont I have a right to ask you that?
me: to wanna know
t: yes you do
me: ok
me: but I don't live in Bragg
me: so then what
me: you gonna sit for months and months then
chatting to me
me: sending me emails
t: then visit you
me: you can't do that....it takes ya 7 years
to go see your own family
t: LOL
me: stop laughing at me
t: sure...
t: a guy doesn't see his parent for seven
years..
t: and nobody forgets
me: lol
me: well...
me: ok...
me: put yourself in my shoes
t: and for you information young lady
me: what?
t: I was planing a trip today
t: so hmpf
me: a trip to where Mr ?
t: to the Tampa region of florida
me: hmmmm
t: that is 10 miles from St. Pete right
t: see..
me: yup
t: I even know the distance
t: so hmpf
me: t?
t: NEXT!
t: yes Kristy
me: i love you so much
t: I love you....
me: tell me i'm not nuts ..
me: tell me i'm not crazy for loving you
t: your not nuts
t: but you are crazy for loving me
t: :>
me: probably...
t: but One question...
me: sure what?
t: should I fly or should I drive?
me: what do ya wanna do?
t: be with you
me: awwww baby
me: you're gonna make me cry
t: nope
t: i wont
t: :)
me: no i mean ...right now
t: why
t: don't cry Princess
me: because...i dunno...because somehow you
always know how to just make me feel ok about all of
this when my minds racing and my hearts pounding and
I'm so afraid to tell you i wanna know if you think
about leaving there ...being able to see me....if you
think about it like I do every day
t: so should I fly or drive?
t: I think drive....
t: it is only about 12-13 hours
~~~~
me: ya know you don't have to say this stuff
to get into my pants
t: I know....
t: but cant I say the truth?
me: as long as its the truth
me: cause I mean...
me: if ya just wanna get all funky with me for
a week and never see me again I'd do that T
t: ?
me: just dont' lie to me to get that
t: you think that I only want a week?
me: i don't know...
t: that would only give us time to do stuff
once
t: ;)
me: lol
me: ok ok so two weeks
me: then.... you'd be done
t: hmpf
me: what?
t: you are ever the optimist arn't you
t: no comment?
me: nah...
me: i'm not
me: too many scars t
t: I know babe...
t: and I am not going to be another
t: ok
me: ok...
me: its not you....
me: and just so ya know.... I don't want
anything ...I want it to be a good thing no matter
what that thing is.... I just want it to be all good
t: :)
t: you are a good thing
me: ty
t: so question
me: sure what?
t: I dont have to say all that stuff to just
"get iinto your pants"?
me: nope
t: boy.....
t: all that good material wasted....j/k
t: :D
me: lol
me: snot
t: what?
me: I figured you were writing a book
t: book on what babe?
me: needed to find out if it was "effective"
t: ha ha ha
me: "how to get some by typing out a thousand
words"
me: across 7,000 miles
t: is it :>
me: for like maybe 7 months
t: LOL
me: just cause you have time to waste
t: hmpf
me: that would be the subtitle
t: hmpf...
me: "if you are stuck in afghanistan sweating
ya balls off read this"
t: if that was the case....
t: I would write how to surf www.titty.com
and not get caught
t: that is the best seller for afgahnastan
me: yeah I'm sure you know how to do that too
t: :>
t: :">
t: it is actuallly quite easy
~~~
t: how bout...
t: Whintergreen Altoids?
me: oh man
me: strong...
me: lol
me: those will make your eye balls pop out
t: yep and/
t: and?
t: you mean you have never?
me: have never what?
me: look at that wicked sexy grin on your face
me: OMG
me: c'mere
t: you don't know about altoids and oral sex?
me: nope
me: tell me
t: OMG
t: <-----buy altoids on way down!
me: lol
t: I will show, even better...
t: do you know the cool type..
me: yeah
t: feeling thay make you mouth feel
me: yes...
t: now imagine that...
t: combined with a warm tongue...
t: on other parts of your anatomy
me: oh man
t: :>
t: exactly
me: you're killing me
t: :">
me: so tell me something else
t: what?
me: are ya gonna come do wicked things to me
then split?
t: nope
t: it is going to take atleast a week to get
all the wicked things done
me: lol
t: what?
me: omg
t: what?
me: you're just....driving me nuts
me: and then after that week?
t: then I would have to back to work
t: :(
me: and then what?
t: then I would have to take another week
off...
t: and...
t: yea
me: lol
t: what?
me: nothin
me: i give up
t: providing you would want me to
t: give up in what?
me: nothing
me: i don't know
me: my heads all over the place
me: and um
me: one mile at a time
t: :)
t: right now...
t: I need to walk that mile to the wee wee
room
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me: i know... I shouldn't say stuff like that
t: why not
me: i should be a good girl
me: coy
me: and sweet
t: I am sure you will be a great girl
t: ;)
me: will be?
me: try am
t: I dont know that?
me: you don't?
t: nope
t: all I know is that you are sweet...
t: and fun...
t: and intellegent..
me: hmmm ok...well.....tile guy is wanting to
chat to me....so....uh...maybe he'll think I'm a great
girl...
t: and a hottie
t: LOL
me: i am NOT a hottie
t: HMPPF
me: lol
me: i'm not
me: i'm just a chubby sad girl
me: i keep telling ya
me: why don't ya listen to me
me: i don't lie to ya
t: do you want me to close the door and show
you what the web cam is doing to me?
me: you're making me turn red
t: why...
t: you made me type it!
me: lol
t: giving those bedroom eyes and all
t: giving me
me: i am not...
t: why not?
me: i'm just lookin at ya
t: me?
me: i can't help it my eyes walked into the
bedroom without me
t: LOL
t: and what do they see?
me: omg baby...
me: you...you're like so freaking sexy
me: you make me wanna touch myself
t: don't temp me like that...
me: temp you like what
t: or else I will put the audio back on
t: talking like that
me: i think the thing that kills me about
you....
me: you get to me mentally
t: me?
me: you understand me emotionally
me: and then
me: you look at me like that and I go nuts
~~
t: and you wanted a freak?
me: a man that looks at me like that? omg yes
t: :">
me: lol
me: know what I want more than that
me: more than anything else
t: what
me: more than anything I ever think about
t: what
me: i want you to feel special because you are
special
me: even if you don't look at me like that
t: i am not special
me: grrrr
t: what?
t: dont
t: do that
me: do what baby?
t: look at me like you could eat me up for
lunch
t: like you just want to tear my old shirt off
t: and add it to the growing pile of rags on
the bedroom floor
me: like i want you to know how special you
are?
me: how much I want you
me: how much I want your hands in mine
me: your eyes looking at me like that when I
orgasm all over you?
me: you mean like that baby?
t: ype
t: yep
t: omg
me: i can't help it
t: my hands are all tingly now
t: just hinking about it
t: see and i cant type
me: sure ya can
me: you make me feel all crazy
me: all over
me: and you can't even touch me
t: i know...
t: it is torture here
me: its not just this baby
me: its not just right now
me: its when I miss you and feel half nuts for
missing someone that I've never been with
me: and you come right to me and tell me you
miss me too
t: :">
me: its how when I'm freaking out you find a
way to calm me down so easy
me: ya know its like I want someone to tell me
its going to be ok to love you
me: cause i'm so happy abuot it
me: i just want to be allowed to be happy
about it
me: without worrying about any of it
t: then be happy about it
me: it feels right t
~~~~
me: ever meet someone that makes you all nuts
inside
t: yep
t: her name is sweetness
me: you know...
me: you keep doing that to me
t: what
me: you'll spoil me
me: and hey lookie
t: doing what?
me: talking to me like that
me: but look
me: look it came all pretty
me: wrapped up
t: ok
t: awww
t: I told them to wrap it
me: little card
me: says
t: it was for happy !st of August
me: Happy First of August!!! Sorry nothing
else was closer. Bye for now T
me: what is happy 1st of August?
t: *shrugs*
me: awww you look so tired baby
t: a reason to send something
me: you need to stop skippping sleep for me
me: know what?
me: thats the sweetest thing anyones ever done
for me
t: what
me: and I cant' even kiss you and say thank
you
t: *shrugs*'
~~~
me: i just wanna hold you so bad
t: I feel the same...
t: but our time will come...
t: sooner that you might think
me: its not a bad thing t
me: dont misunderstand me
me: k baby
me: its not bad
me: i don't feel bad
me: i just want to love you
t: I hope you do love me...
t: because I love you
me: awww baby
me: don't even question it
me: its there
me: its right there
t: :">
t: Are you ok Princess?
me: yes
me: i just... you...I don't know... with
everyone and everything else in my life... I can hold
back....and I can't with you
me: its all right there
me: right on the surface
me: don't wonder if I love you
me: because
me: look babie
me: look
me: you ask me that like you're afraid I won't
me: tears
me: i just want to love you
t: :">
me: i'm sorry
t: don't be
me: i don't mean to cry and make ya feel bad
t: I just dont want you to feel bad is all
me: i don't feel bad
me: i just want you
t: our time will come love ....ok
t: so think happy thoughts and ...
me: always
me: I'm ok baby
t: remember that I love you
me: just don't ask me if I love you like you
think maybe I don't...
me: that sorta breaks my heart
me: like you think you don't deserve my love
or something
t: why
me: you have it
t: awwww
me: i can't go backwards
me: only forwards
t: :">
me: i'm gonna keep walking forwards through
mile markers and hope beyond hope that when I get
there...you're with me
t: :)
me: ok....
me: now ....say g'night kristy
t: <---jumps up and down
me: awwww
t: g'night Princess
me: g'night baby
t: :x
me: ;-)
t: I love you
me: i love you too