alltell sucks
Tonight after work I tried contacting my son over the phone....it went like this
me: hi honey...how are you?
him: hi mom...what? what? what?
lose call...
call again...
me:� hi honey..can you hear me?
him: yes can you hear me?
me: yes...how was school today?
him: i get out...
lose call...
call again...
asshole answers
me: hey put him back on the phone k?
him: hi mom where'd you go?
me: nowhere....it's the phone
him: your's or Daddys?
me: Daddy's
him: oh
me: i miss you
him: what?
lose call
call again
him: Mom?
me: yes...it's me again.� Tell me about your day
him: I got my room all fixed up and I even....
lose call
call again
asswipe answers
me: put him BACK on your CRAPPY phone ok?
my son again....
him: hi...where do you keep going??
me: crazy...Dad's phone stinks
him: yah, he needs to pay his bill
me: I miss you...you coming on Saturday?
lose call
call again
him: hi...can you hear me?
me: (interference..bad connection...) yah kinda
him: what about Saturday?
me: you're coming right?
him: yah...what do you wanna do?
lose call
call again
him: Mom?
me:� I wanna sit and talk to you for hours....ok?
him: ok Mom
me: ya know I hate the way things are
him: me too
me: I miss you
him: i know....(gets silent)� I miss you too.
silence
him: it'll be ok Mom
me: nothing feels ok anymore
him: i miss you too Mom
me: well ok....I'll talk to you tomorrow
him: ok
hang up
walk in door crying......hating everything...missing him soo much
pick up phone and call him again
me: hey...I'm sorry I'm sad tonight, I just miss you
him: me too
me: you miss you?
him: "giggles" no I miss you too
me: what do you want to really do this weekend?
him: play with Chloe, make something...cookies....lets have fun
me: ok I'm sorry honey
him: for what?
me: missing you so much it hurts
him: that's not a thing to be sorry about, I'm sorry dad's phone sucks instead