missing body parts
Tuesday, Nov. 05, 2002
Right now they are digging chunks out of his thigh. Just thinking about that gives me the willies. It�s hard not to imagine illness taking over your life when you see it happening to someone you know. I�m waiting for that phone call to drive to Largetto to go and get him, cause even though he thinks he�ll be able to drive, I�m thinking that he won�t. I offered to go with, but he declined. Now I�m wondering at what stage of the process he�s at. Even if I had gone, I would be sitting in some sterile hallway smelling bad hospital smells and pacing. I hate hospitals, unless there�s a new baby at the end of the trip.Now I�m just working and waiting, wondering how much muscle will have to regrow. Wondering how bad this is all going to be. Getting the willies again�
-PoeticaL
