"him" update
Kristy: i gotta tell you something
Kristy: i don't know if you can tell
"him": ok
Kristy: i mean
Kristy: you've known me a long time
Kristy: through a lot of shit
Kristy: but....here goes
Kristy: i'm pretty happy with life right now
Kristy: its much more peaceful
Kristy: i'm not so tortured mentally
"him": im sure
Kristy: and I have a future i'm looking forward to
Kristy: i still appreciate the opportunity that you are working so hard to afford me
Kristy: and I can't wait
Kristy: one other thing
"him": it started way back with those money making schemes
Kristy: you're always going to be someone that I have so much respect for
Kristy: someone that I care about and hold in high regard
Kristy: but the way things have worked out in the last few months is better
Kristy: its been better for our friendship as well
"him": yeah i got to clear my head
Kristy: i want you to know that I know I put you through hell
Kristy: i know that what I did wasn't fair or right
"him": yep you did .......you biotch lol
Kristy: ha
Kristy: but....i'm glad you were there for me
Kristy: i owe you so much
"him": yep you do
Kristy: and its things that have nothing to do with money
Kristy: or this opportunity
"him": no but ill take money
Kristy: teeheee
"him": money works forme
Kristy: you were my friend when I needed one the most
Kristy: and you were hardcore when I wanted that the least
Kristy: and for everytime that I hated you or hated what you were saying I now know I needed to hear it
Kristy: seems lame to tell you thank you
Kristy: so.....
Kristy: instead.... I plan to return the favor by...
Kristy: working my ass off
Kristy: for your company
"him": ya i was an honest guy who was catagorized as an asshole
Kristy: yes I know that
Kristy: i know i did that
"him": sometime i was an asshole
"him": i still can be one
Kristy: you were the scapegoat for all my anger and frustrations
Kristy: hahaha at least you admit it
"him": you were warned
Kristy: yes plenty of times
Kristy: thing is... it's amazing we made it through so much shit
Kristy: and can still talk and work together on stuff
"him": that will on your application.......initial that lol
Kristy: lol
Kristy: Rick said something to me the other day that made me stop and almost cry
"him": I kristy acknowledge the fact that Brad can and will be an asshole
Kristy: KW KW KW KW KW KW KW KW KW KW KW KW KW
"him": lol
Kristy: he told me "Something about you....you make me want to be a better person just because you try to be those things yourself."
Kristy: it almost made me cry because I instantly thought about you.... you were always that exact thing for me
Kristy: and it felt nice to have someone say that to me
"him": maybe some of it wore off on ya
Kristy: made me feel like maybe I can't pay you back......but maybe I'm doing that for someone else
Kristy: and you know Brad
Kristy: think about it
Kristy: what you gave me is helping someone you've never met
Kristy: he wants to get his license back, go to school, etc
"him": interesting thought
Kristy: he wants things he thought were impossible
"him": ok i made my contribution to this world....now let me the fuck out lol
Kristy: remind you of a certain girl that just needed someone real to talk to a long time ago?
"him": nope
Kristy: Rick's been fucked over..had shitty things happen to him....he knows how bad shit can be.
"him": i only remember a real pain in the (_o_)
Kristy: hahahahahahaha
Kristy: sorry
Kristy: *shrugs*
Kristy: I guess I'm trying to explain to you that I haven't forgotten....I don't think I ever will
"him": but im glad you met someone your compatable with isnt a creep or liar
Kristy: Rick's great
"him": im glad to hear it
Kristy: he's not perfect
Kristy: but he is real
Kristy: he is honest
"him": he cant be me
Kristy: and he's trying really hard
Kristy: lol you're NOT FUCKING PERFECT PAL lol
"him": lmao
Kristy: just cause your hair is
Kristy: haaaaa
"him": thats right
"him": perfect hair for the perfect person
Kristy: phhhft
Kristy: you better shave your head then
Kristy: lol
"him": damn i guess i really am perfect
"him": :-D
"him": whats he going to do when he gets here
Kristy: he wants to get a job..go to school
"him": he plans to get a loan
Kristy: he plans to work his way through
Kristy: i told him i'd help him anyway that i can as long as he's helping himself
Kristy: and I would
Kristy: helping someone that has desire to change and better themselves is a good thing
"him": yes if they are sincere
Kristy: key word.... sincere
Kristy: thing is
Kristy: when you help me
Kristy: when you help Matt
Kristy: someday
Kristy: someday you'll sit back and count your greenbacks and realize that Matt and I are banking because you took action
Kristy: that's gonna be better than the perfect onion
Kristy: know what?
"him": thats a tough comparison
Kristy: you are not Rick
Kristy: i don't compare
"him": yep you better get to bed
Kristy: as fucked up as it is that I feel this way...
Kristy: no one will ever be another Brad in my heart
"him": thats kewl thing to say
Kristy: i've learned to be honest ....
"him": you shouldnt let evil green fuckers in your heart
Kristy: too late
"him": lol
Kristy: anyone that really gets to know you.... will let you in
"him": hmm i dont know about that
Kristy: i know i'm lucky
Kristy: some don't get past the 2 month mark
"him": nope they dont
Kristy: friendship like this
Kristy: rare
"him": they didnt pass the inspection
Kristy: beautiful
"him": what can i say
Kristy: i'm lucky
Kristy: I didn't pass either
Kristy: I got the "get out of fucked up jail free pass"
"him": you did with a low grade
Kristy: lol
Kristy: squeaked by with an E+
Kristy: lol
"him": D minus minus minus
Kristy: lol
Kristy: isn't that the same as E+?
"him": nope no grade as E
Kristy: its kewl ...this is kewl
Kristy: talking to you for awhile and no fighting no bullshit
Kristy: its a nice thing
Kristy: thanks for being such a good friend to me
"him": its been a while
"him": did you read that email
Kristy: yes
"him": the whole thing
Kristy: i plan to read it again when i'm not chatting to you
"him": good
Kristy: "carefully"
"him": kewl
Kristy: I've learned a lot.
Kristy: I majored in brilliance at Brad U
"him": oh theres lot more for me to teach
Kristy: good
Kristy: you are my best source of goodness
"him": if i just get passed your thick head
Kristy: lol
Kristy: <---plans to file down her thick skull
"him": most of the time what i say just bounces off your head
Kristy: there's less bullshit going on in my life these days
Kristy: more of a clear head
"him": and the ears are shut
"him": what up with that
Kristy: lol
Kristy: I'm gonna go to bed
"him": ok
Kristy: have a nice night
"him": good night
"him": im going to bed soon 2
Kristy: g'night
"him": night
Kristy: ok then SCRAM!
"him" signed off at 1:33:15 AM.