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Archives

Tuesday, Dec. 31, 2002 :: not anymore

Monday, Dec. 30, 2002 :: sick to my stomach

Monday, Dec. 30, 2002 :: metal wings

Sunday, Dec. 29, 2002 :: help

Saturday, Dec. 28, 2002 :: 12

Friday, Dec. 27, 2002 :: i don't need any glasses just to have a drink

Friday, Dec. 27, 2002 :: belly rubbed

Thursday, Dec. 26, 2002 :: 4,000+ miles knows better

Wednesday, Dec. 25, 2002 :: lost in a song

Wednesday, Dec. 25, 2002 :: brace yourselves

Wednesday, Dec. 25, 2002 :: and then something changed....

Tuesday, Dec. 24, 2002 :: Merry Christmas!

Monday, Dec. 23, 2002 :: WESTERBERG damn it!

Monday, Dec. 23, 2002 :: dance me to the end of love

Monday, Dec. 23, 2002 :: o's favorite things

Monday, Dec. 23, 2002 :: multiple choice

Sunday, Dec. 22, 2002 :: I got it working....

Saturday, Dec. 21, 2002 :: fart machine

Friday, Dec. 20, 2002 :: bitch list

Thursday, Dec. 19, 2002 :: ball itcher

Thursday, Dec. 19, 2002 :: get paid to ...?

Thursday, Dec. 19, 2002 :: 7up

Tuesday, Dec. 17, 2002 :: the best gift I ever got

Monday, Dec. 16, 2002 :: this is all so frustrating I shoulda stayed in bed today

Monday, Dec. 16, 2002 :: wasn't home

Monday, Dec. 16, 2002 :: no cigar

Monday, Dec. 16, 2002 :: the waaaaiting is the hardest parrrt

Sunday, Dec. 15, 2002 :: ...like the someone

Sunday, Dec. 15, 2002 :: two 9 "ow ya" 10 year olds...

Saturday, Dec. 14, 2002 :: pizza? cd?

Friday, Dec. 13, 2002 :: hey florida...learn how to drive

Thursday, Dec. 12, 2002 :: mr movie man - juliet jingle

Thursday, Dec. 12, 2002 :: will he like it even though its not logical?

Wednesday, Dec. 11, 2002 :: i owe i owe..why do i owe...do you know?

Wednesday, Dec. 11, 2002 :: a bigger picture..

Monday, Dec. 09, 2002 :: mad moving

Sunday, Dec. 08, 2002 :: a real tree..

Saturday, Dec. 07, 2002 :: Spa'getties

Saturday, Dec. 07, 2002 :: inscriptions engraved on folded pages in my heart

Friday, Dec. 06, 2002 :: funning with bry

Friday, Dec. 06, 2002 :: my first gift

Thursday, Dec. 05, 2002 :: doctor doctor give me the news..

Thursday, Dec. 05, 2002 :: MFA....fyi

Wednesday, Dec. 04, 2002 :: Dream big and then believe in your dream BIGGER!

Tuesday, Dec. 03, 2002 :: flip FLOP

Tuesday, Dec. 03, 2002 :: if I am meant to...

Monday, Dec. 02, 2002 :: mfa more for aggravation

Monday, Dec. 02, 2002 :: humanity can be....ugly

Monday, Dec. 02, 2002 :: holiday bliss (poem)

Monday, Dec. 02, 2002 :: (&$(@*&#^!+

Sunday, Dec. 01, 2002 :: 2 days with Juliet

Sunday, Dec. 01, 2002 :: to have and to hold (my lyrics!)

Saturday, Nov. 30, 2002 :: heading out...

Saturday, Nov. 30, 2002 :: bry wants to...???? say what???

Saturday, Nov. 30, 2002 :: get it cheaper with member plastic

Friday, Nov. 29, 2002 :: the life before her eyes (book review)

Friday, Nov. 29, 2002 :: Little Johnny

Wednesday, Nov. 27, 2002 :: Happy Thanksgiving!!!

Wednesday, Nov. 27, 2002 :: down to this!

Wednesday, Nov. 27, 2002 :: sick but functioning

Tuesday, Nov. 26, 2002 :: jackson

Tuesday, Nov. 26, 2002 :: candy4bran

Tuesday, Nov. 26, 2002 :: is it turkey day yet?

Monday, Nov. 25, 2002 :: blue joules updating...

Monday, Nov. 25, 2002 :: Vanilla Beans and Brodo

Monday, Nov. 25, 2002 :: selfish selfish selfish

Monday, Nov. 25, 2002 :: grrrr.....i'm a dimwit

Sunday, Nov. 24, 2002 :: its going to be a long december

Sunday, Nov. 24, 2002 :: i wish that i was booby's girl

Sunday, Nov. 24, 2002 :: sappy

Sunday, Nov. 24, 2002 :: mrs beasley

Sunday, Nov. 24, 2002 :: ouch my back

Friday, Nov. 22, 2002 :: shrugs

Friday, Nov. 22, 2002 :: gum tree

Friday, Nov. 22, 2002 :: happy birthday my main man!

Thursday, Nov. 21, 2002 :: wishes

Thursday, Nov. 21, 2002 :: eating wordage

Wednesday, Nov. 20, 2002 :: 4 days and days (poem)

Wednesday, Nov. 20, 2002 :: good advice i don't want to forget...

Wednesday, Nov. 20, 2002 :: take me as i am - tonic (lyrics)

Wednesday, Nov. 20, 2002 :: new life

Tuesday, Nov. 19, 2002 :: matchbox twenty lyrics

Tuesday, Nov. 19, 2002 :: shampoo contest

Monday, Nov. 18, 2002 :: someday i'll get my life straight..

Monday, Nov. 18, 2002 :: PoeticaL Cooks!!

Monday, Nov. 18, 2002 :: blue joules/our lady peace

Monday, Nov. 18, 2002 :: my mind is diseased

Sunday, Nov. 17, 2002 :: Dear Bucky

Sunday, Nov. 17, 2002 :: ketchup song

Sunday, Nov. 17, 2002 :: waving truth - poem

Saturday, Nov. 16, 2002 :: amen!

Saturday, Nov. 16, 2002 :: Porno Pee-Wee

Friday, Nov. 15, 2002 :: will you be a dear...

Thursday, Nov. 14, 2002 :: tiramisu

Thursday, Nov. 14, 2002 :: inferior

Thursday, Nov. 14, 2002 :: What would I buy if I had lots of money?

Wednesday, Nov. 13, 2002 :: stalking delusion

Wednesday, Nov. 13, 2002 :: save tonight (poem)

Tuesday, Nov. 12, 2002 :: uk cover art

Tuesday, Nov. 12, 2002 :: the game

Tuesday, Nov. 12, 2002 :: petty

Tuesday, Nov. 12, 2002 :: PPOA

Monday, Nov. 11, 2002 :: in vain - poem

Monday, Nov. 11, 2002 :: love friendship first

Monday, Nov. 11, 2002 :: another mission

Sunday, Nov. 10, 2002 :: nov 10th word count

Sunday, Nov. 10, 2002 :: i love that face

Saturday, Nov. 09, 2002 :: remember?

Friday, Nov. 08, 2002 :: my voice

Friday, Nov. 08, 2002 :: lesson learned

Thursday, Nov. 07, 2002 :: he said, i said

Wednesday, Nov. 06, 2002 :: nov6th word count

Wednesday, Nov. 06, 2002 :: i love you too

Wednesday, Nov. 06, 2002 :: self publishing...just admit it

Wednesday, Nov. 06, 2002 :: Can I read along?

Wednesday, Nov. 06, 2002 :: i'm not telling who this is...nanner...

Tuesday, Nov. 05, 2002 :: i broke the 10K mark

Tuesday, Nov. 05, 2002 :: missing body parts

Monday, Nov. 04, 2002 :: what a kewl present... ;-)

Monday, Nov. 04, 2002 :: melancholy

Sunday, Nov. 03, 2002 :: vox

Sunday, Nov. 03, 2002 :: mariah

Saturday, Nov. 02, 2002 :: iggy

Saturday, Nov. 02, 2002 :: money

Friday, Nov. 01, 2002 :: today, tonight, tomorrow

Friday, Nov. 01, 2002 :: is this a nice goodbye or just mission goodbye?

Friday, Nov. 01, 2002 :: jack and jill

Friday, Nov. 01, 2002 :: Blue Joules opens for Our Lady Peace!!!!!!!

Thursday, Oct. 31, 2002 :: Happy Halloween

Thursday, Oct. 31, 2002 :: iced tea

Thursday, Oct. 31, 2002 :: fucking thief

Wednesday, Oct. 30, 2002 :: bent leads..grr...

Tuesday, Oct. 29, 2002 :: door ajar

Tuesday, Oct. 29, 2002 :: parts parts parts

Monday, Oct. 28, 2002 :: distance (poem)

Monday, Oct. 28, 2002 :: this sucks

Monday, Oct. 28, 2002 :: breastfeeding

Monday, Oct. 28, 2002 :: glitter

Sunday, Oct. 27, 2002 :: trading card

Sunday, Oct. 27, 2002 :: check it out

Sunday, Oct. 27, 2002 :: detroit lions

Saturday, Oct. 26, 2002 :: Snoopy!

Saturday, Oct. 26, 2002 :: life is surreal (prose)

Friday, Oct. 25, 2002 :: song 2

Friday, Oct. 25, 2002 :: nevada

Thursday, Oct. 24, 2002 :: can't get the timing right anymore..

Thursday, Oct. 24, 2002 :: fear

Thursday, Oct. 24, 2002 :: in a little while i'll still be thinking about you

Wednesday, Oct. 23, 2002 :: To Do

Wednesday, Oct. 23, 2002 :: i'm working towards something

Tuesday, Oct. 22, 2002 :: moving on with life

Monday, Oct. 21, 2002 :: matchbox20

Monday, Oct. 21, 2002 :: passing in the night

Sunday, Oct. 20, 2002 :: my son wrote a poem tonight

Sunday, Oct. 20, 2002 :: because of you (poem)

Saturday, Oct. 19, 2002 :: there is always hope

Friday, Oct. 18, 2002 :: i'm allergic to gas, no there's something in my eye

Friday, Oct. 18, 2002 :: theres a key in a garbage can

Thursday, Oct. 17, 2002 :: ???????????

Wednesday, Oct. 16, 2002 :: 6-pack

Wednesday, Oct. 16, 2002 :: glass clear (poem)

Wednesday, Oct. 16, 2002 :: thank god for my friends

Wednesday, Oct. 16, 2002 :: Khia

Wednesday, Oct. 16, 2002 :: you were mine

Tuesday, Oct. 15, 2002 :: hiatus

Monday, Oct. 14, 2002 :: not a font

Sunday, Oct. 13, 2002 :: that night (poem)

Sunday, Oct. 13, 2002 :: The Rules of Attraction

Saturday, Oct. 12, 2002 :: Gabby

Friday, Oct. 11, 2002 :: Rules of Attraction

Friday, Oct. 11, 2002 :: i know i said i don't but then sometimes i do

Thursday, Oct. 10, 2002 :: bucky chats..school gunman

Thursday, Oct. 10, 2002 :: happy birthday to t

Thursday, Oct. 10, 2002 :: condom laced water

Thursday, Oct. 10, 2002 :: aint'cha thirsty keith?

Thursday, Oct. 10, 2002 :: Love won’t let me let you go (poem)

Thursday, Oct. 10, 2002 :: why bother?

Wednesday, Oct. 09, 2002 :: someday (poem)

Wednesday, Oct. 09, 2002 :: new CD coming....yeahhhh

Wednesday, Oct. 09, 2002 :: ;-) nifty

Wednesday, Oct. 09, 2002 :: swamp ass

Wednesday, Oct. 09, 2002 :: my angel

Tuesday, Oct. 08, 2002 :: "Theres a hole in my sidewalk"

Tuesday, Oct. 08, 2002 :: Warning! Warning! Beep! Beep!

Monday, Oct. 07, 2002 :: my reason

Monday, Oct. 07, 2002 :: frown (prose)

Monday, Oct. 07, 2002 :: The End is Never as Eloquent (poem by someone else)

Sunday, Oct. 06, 2002 :: word counter

Sunday, Oct. 06, 2002 :: I don't care...

Sunday, Oct. 06, 2002 :: this...(poem)

Sunday, Oct. 06, 2002 :: red dragon

Saturday, Oct. 05, 2002 :: look what I found

Saturday, Oct. 05, 2002 :: i miss you

Saturday, Oct. 05, 2002 :: goin to the park

Saturday, Oct. 05, 2002 :: i'm very tired of this...

Friday, Oct. 04, 2002 :: brought to you by the letter t

Friday, Oct. 04, 2002 :: check it out....

Friday, Oct. 04, 2002 :: new couch

Friday, Oct. 04, 2002 :: i'm so lucky...

Friday, Oct. 04, 2002 :: jasdlfkjsdfklja;

Friday, Oct. 04, 2002 :: you suck Justin

Friday, Oct. 04, 2002 :: tonight I had this totally good thought

Thursday, Oct. 03, 2002 :: captain *****

Thursday, Oct. 03, 2002 :: fluctuation....

Wednesday, Oct. 02, 2002 :: 98.7 said...

Wednesday, Oct. 02, 2002 :: men like you suck

Tuesday, Oct. 01, 2002 :: number 6 entry of the day because its my damn diary and I want to

Tuesday, Oct. 01, 2002 :: reality sucks don't it?

Tuesday, Oct. 01, 2002 :: wow...its about time...

Tuesday, Oct. 01, 2002 :: christmas in england???

Tuesday, Oct. 01, 2002 :: Welcome to the month of plastic vampire teeth.

Tuesday, Oct. 01, 2002 :: "Sex me so good I say blah blah blah!"

Tuesday, Oct. 01, 2002 :: american pyscho returns

Monday, Sept. 30, 2002 :: reasons

Monday, Sept. 30, 2002 :: fuck mondays

Sunday, Sept. 29, 2002 :: drowning

Sunday, Sept. 29, 2002 :: how can anyone be so ugly?

Sunday, Sept. 29, 2002 :: byebye

Sunday, Sept. 29, 2002 :: i got this message today...

Saturday, Sept. 28, 2002 :: laugh at David Hasselhoff

Saturday, Sept. 28, 2002 :: trading lives

Saturday, Sept. 28, 2002 :: friendship, memories, dallas....

Friday, Sept. 27, 2002 :: writing nano, renton...bookage...

Friday, Sept. 27, 2002 :: in the face of adversity

Friday, Sept. 27, 2002 :: laughter...

Thursday, Sept. 26, 2002 :: i miss my car

Thursday, Sept. 26, 2002 :: a.c.i.d.p.

Thursday, Sept. 26, 2002 :: go find a hooker...i dont' have time for this nonsense

Thursday, Sept. 26, 2002 :: the prince poet - poem

Wednesday, Sept. 25, 2002 :: time to think

Wednesday, Sept. 25, 2002 :: pray for me....

Wednesday, Sept. 25, 2002 :: de...

Wednesday, Sept. 25, 2002 :: i want to die

Tuesday, Sept. 24, 2002 :: slam sex?

Tuesday, Sept. 24, 2002 :: everything and nothing...

Monday, Sept. 23, 2002 :: i hear pain i crumble (poem)

Monday, Sept. 23, 2002 :: my best friend (poem)

Monday, Sept. 23, 2002 :: death would be a wish if i were alive in love - poem

Sunday, Sept. 22, 2002 :: please....

Sunday, Sept. 22, 2002 :: bran's new pad

Sunday, Sept. 22, 2002 :: c.y.b.o.r.g.

Sunday, Sept. 22, 2002 :: the other john

Saturday, Sept. 21, 2002 :: i remember...

Saturday, Sept. 21, 2002 :: an old man lost on technology (poem)

Friday, Sept. 20, 2002 :: nanner nanner nano

Thursday, Sept. 19, 2002 :: coupon cunt

Thursday, Sept. 19, 2002 :: ennegram

Thursday, Sept. 19, 2002 :: nudity

Wednesday, Sept. 18, 2002 :: fur bastards

Wednesday, Sept. 18, 2002 :: i miss t

Tuesday, Sept. 17, 2002 :: nothing compares to you

Tuesday, Sept. 17, 2002 :: black lie affair (poem)

Tuesday, Sept. 17, 2002 :: reality

Monday, Sept. 16, 2002 :: i know a girl (poem)

Monday, Sept. 16, 2002 :: he forgot to wear a helmet now he can't remember...

Monday, Sept. 16, 2002 :: war is raw

Monday, Sept. 16, 2002 :: i don't like diaryland anymore

Sunday, Sept. 15, 2002 :: shanghai baby

Sunday, Sept. 15, 2002 :: 't' came front

Sunday, Sept. 15, 2002 :: the truth is...

Saturday, Sept. 14, 2002 :: talking to husband

Friday, Sept. 13, 2002 :: this song...

Friday, Sept. 13, 2002 :: my face

Friday, Sept. 13, 2002 :: you were so near (poem)

Thursday, Sept. 12, 2002 :: internet man addiction

Thursday, Sept. 12, 2002 :: I'm completely fucked...

Thursday, Sept. 12, 2002 :: all out of change

Wednesday, Sept. 11, 2002 :: thank you 't'

Wednesday, Sept. 11, 2002 :: that's NICE

Wednesday, Sept. 11, 2002 :: no tomorrow (poem)

Wednesday, Sept. 11, 2002 :: 9-11

Tuesday, Sept. 10, 2002 :: i prayed...

Tuesday, Sept. 10, 2002 :: you can stop now

Monday, Sept. 09, 2002 :: i wish i could hug you right now

Monday, Sept. 09, 2002 :: all sorts of updatage

Monday, Sept. 09, 2002 :: nothing really..other than I will come back

Monday, Sept. 09, 2002 :: someone proposed

Saturday, Sept. 07, 2002 :: tae kwon DOE!!!!!

Saturday, Sept. 07, 2002 :: oh yeah....you make me feel

Saturday, Sept. 07, 2002 :: when there are no words...there is music

Friday, Sept. 06, 2002 :: weeping in the rain

Friday, Sept. 06, 2002 :: yeahhhh t

Thursday, Sept. 05, 2002 :: diamonds are just memories (poem)

Thursday, Sept. 05, 2002 :: go read tod...he's as good as wil wheaton!

Wednesday, Sept. 04, 2002 :: you don't even know

Wednesday, Sept. 04, 2002 :: pubic service announcement

Wednesday, Sept. 04, 2002 :: awww how sweet can you get?

Wednesday, Sept. 04, 2002 :: i am a writer!

Wednesday, Sept. 04, 2002 :: glenn 5 +1?

Tuesday, Sept. 03, 2002 :: star *69*

Tuesday, Sept. 03, 2002 :: lethargic

Tuesday, Sept. 03, 2002 :: reading books, not writing novels

Tuesday, Sept. 03, 2002 :: i slept in a bed thats a revolving door - poem

Monday, Sept. 02, 2002 :: train track - poem

Sunday, Sept. 01, 2002 :: not

Sunday, Sept. 01, 2002 :: other lands

Sunday, Sept. 01, 2002 :: stop telling me its a train wreck when my thigh is stuck in the tracks dying, I already know

Sunday, Sept. 01, 2002 :: i need therapy???

Sunday, Sept. 01, 2002 :: the darkness closes in -poem

Sunday, Sept. 01, 2002 :: trouble over me (lyrics)

Sunday, Sept. 01, 2002 :: love don't live here anymore...

Friday, Aug. 30, 2002 :: breathing

Friday, Aug. 30, 2002 :: columbian grind - poem

Thursday, Aug. 29, 2002 :: LIE- poem

Thursday, Aug. 29, 2002 :: i need to breath

Thursday, Aug. 29, 2002 :: and i'm still standing here and your miles away

Thursday, Aug. 29, 2002 :: melodramatic...

Thursday, Aug. 29, 2002 :: i feel so sad....so sad its sickening and i wonder if theres a drug good enough for this...this..hellish nightmare

Wednesday, Aug. 28, 2002 :: email out the yingyang...;-)

Wednesday, Aug. 28, 2002 :: hey livingwreck!!!

Wednesday, Aug. 28, 2002 :: i'm going to tie you up and read poetry

Tuesday, Aug. 27, 2002 :: true love multiplied

Tuesday, Aug. 27, 2002 :: I'm proud of you...

Monday, Aug. 26, 2002 :: just one pretzel..please...please..

Monday, Aug. 26, 2002 :: Bye Josh

Monday, Aug. 26, 2002 :: never again

Monday, Aug. 26, 2002 :: maybe i am too - poem

Monday, Aug. 26, 2002 :: normal update..wow no chat

Sunday, Aug. 25, 2002 :: Josh

Sunday, Aug. 25, 2002 :: the silent war

Sunday, Aug. 25, 2002 :: hope

Sunday, Aug. 25, 2002 :: bucky bucky and more bucky!!

Friday, Aug. 23, 2002 :: Contented Bliss

Friday, Aug. 23, 2002 :: what's better than better?

Friday, Aug. 23, 2002 :: maybe your drifting towards the equator?

Friday, Aug. 23, 2002 :: and when he says that he does, what does it all mean to him

Thursday, Aug. 22, 2002 :: alphabetical insanity

Thursday, Aug. 22, 2002 :: dysfunctional memory

Thursday, Aug. 22, 2002 :: colorado skys... rough prose

Thursday, Aug. 22, 2002 :: st pete boys

Wednesday, Aug. 21, 2002 :: i want a hot ass

Wednesday, Aug. 21, 2002 :: sexually awake

Wednesday, Aug. 21, 2002 :: t voice mail

Wednesday, Aug. 21, 2002 :: we'll go bungee jumping or something...

Wednesday, Aug. 21, 2002 :: confusion is beautiful

Tuesday, Aug. 20, 2002 :: dear friend

Tuesday, Aug. 20, 2002 :: getting fit the BRAN way

Tuesday, Aug. 20, 2002 :: boring morning update

Tuesday, Aug. 20, 2002 :: cry and cry and cry some more

Monday, Aug. 19, 2002 :: branny mail

Monday, Aug. 19, 2002 :: flashlight

Sunday, Aug. 18, 2002 :: jogging 2 miles...pc boy

Sunday, Aug. 18, 2002 :: someday sun (poem)

Sunday, Aug. 18, 2002 :: the way you are? or the way I will be?

Sunday, Aug. 18, 2002 :: curiously unfitted

Sunday, Aug. 18, 2002 :: someone will see that again... (poem ..prose)

Sunday, Aug. 18, 2002 :: a bigger flirt than me

Saturday, Aug. 17, 2002 :: no other love (lyrics)

Saturday, Aug. 17, 2002 :: i hate you sprint PCS!!!

Saturday, Aug. 17, 2002 :: That time when even the walls seem to let out a sigh

Friday, Aug. 16, 2002 :: it never made you - poem

Friday, Aug. 16, 2002 :: nothing

Friday, Aug. 16, 2002 :: the internet is just like captain crunch

Thursday, Aug. 15, 2002 :: truly pathetic...I'm so lame...

Thursday, Aug. 15, 2002 :: i'll be there if you need support..

Thursday, Aug. 15, 2002 :: morning shower?

Wednesday, Aug. 14, 2002 :: harassment

Wednesday, Aug. 14, 2002 :: a•mour

Wednesday, Aug. 14, 2002 :: cynically unrepressed

Wednesday, Aug. 14, 2002 :: you can send anything you want baby

Tuesday, Aug. 13, 2002 :: MYALGIC ENCEPHALITIS

Tuesday, Aug. 13, 2002 :: watch out...klepto on the loose...

Tuesday, Aug. 13, 2002 :: sometimes - poem

Tuesday, Aug. 13, 2002 :: dickbalm

Tuesday, Aug. 13, 2002 :: he gave me my...10

Monday, Aug. 12, 2002 :: blue joules rocks the tampa bay

Monday, Aug. 12, 2002 :: bullshit emails

Monday, Aug. 12, 2002 :: good news bad news...

Monday, Aug. 12, 2002 :: i love you more than most

Monday, Aug. 12, 2002 :: christmas? months away...he'll still be away

Monday, Aug. 12, 2002 :: a real...

Monday, Aug. 12, 2002 :: argh....fuck and every other swear word...

Monday, Aug. 12, 2002 :: pee diary.... t and i 7,000 miles

Sunday, Aug. 11, 2002 :: i tremble when i look at your face

Sunday, Aug. 11, 2002 :: tuna on rye

Sunday, Aug. 11, 2002 :: quiet...

Saturday, Aug. 10, 2002 :: "do you want to talk about it babe?"

Friday, Aug. 09, 2002 :: friend klepto!

Friday, Aug. 09, 2002 :: if a flower screamed

Friday, Aug. 09, 2002 :: braN hugs priceless!

Friday, Aug. 09, 2002 :: bk dreams

Friday, Aug. 09, 2002 :: sparring with Jamie just rocks!

Friday, Aug. 09, 2002 :: purple crayons, t listens to bucky stories all the time

Thursday, Aug. 08, 2002 :: "bucky" cries...it cracks my heart wide open raw

Thursday, Aug. 08, 2002 :: morals

Thursday, Aug. 08, 2002 :: illin'?

Thursday, Aug. 08, 2002 :: being myself is enough

Thursday, Aug. 08, 2002 :: everything is going to be ok

Wednesday, Aug. 07, 2002 :: frost...

Wednesday, Aug. 07, 2002 :: bridget jones red diary?

Wednesday, Aug. 07, 2002 :: thanks for the eyetime

Wednesday, Aug. 07, 2002 :: nothing to forgive....

Wednesday, Aug. 07, 2002 :: big huge boring entry no one should read

Tuesday, Aug. 06, 2002 :: love is like the sun

Tuesday, Aug. 06, 2002 :: 5 pocket questions

Tuesday, Aug. 06, 2002 :: makin good love - lyrics

Tuesday, Aug. 06, 2002 :: awww man...he makes me speechless

Tuesday, Aug. 06, 2002 :: My Poetic Prestigiation Is No Trick ( I consecrate for JamieC)

Tuesday, Aug. 06, 2002 :: love is....

Monday, Aug. 05, 2002 :: awww he misses me and he tells me?

Monday, Aug. 05, 2002 :: OMG 4 times!!

Monday, Aug. 05, 2002 :: I want you smothered want you covered like...

Monday, Aug. 05, 2002 :: all day..all night...falling asleep together

Sunday, Aug. 04, 2002 :: ...so that I CAN talk with you

Sunday, Aug. 04, 2002 :: his own element...

Sunday, Aug. 04, 2002 :: I'm so gone....I'll never find myself again

Saturday, Aug. 03, 2002 :: the L word

Saturday, Aug. 03, 2002 :: t's voice

Friday, Aug. 02, 2002 :: t...as in sweeT

Friday, Aug. 02, 2002 :: my *sigh* reply

Friday, Aug. 02, 2002 :: erogenous zone

Friday, Aug. 02, 2002 :: start a war then erase yourself as an opponent?

Thursday, Aug. 01, 2002 :: no offense, but im sick of hearing about it

Thursday, Aug. 01, 2002 :: yesterday totally sucked except...for...

Thursday, Aug. 01, 2002 :: he's just.....um....yeah...

Wednesday, Jul. 31, 2002 :: Dear Mad..

Wednesday, Jul. 31, 2002 :: marry me loki

Wednesday, Jul. 31, 2002 :: hey princess....

Wednesday, Jul. 31, 2002 :: that's a lot of missed holidays

Wednesday, Jul. 31, 2002 :: march/april

Wednesday, Jul. 31, 2002 :: you are someone...

Tuesday, Jul. 30, 2002 :: *groan*

Tuesday, Jul. 30, 2002 :: Daisy for my Dark Day (poem...not mine)

Tuesday, Jul. 30, 2002 :: thank god for laughter..

Tuesday, Jul. 30, 2002 :: i will wait for - poem

Tuesday, Jul. 30, 2002 :: *sigh* the net...

Tuesday, Jul. 30, 2002 :: I am not alone

Tuesday, Jul. 30, 2002 :: he's so damn cool

Tuesday, Jul. 30, 2002 :: its my freedom of speech, mine

Monday, Jul. 29, 2002 :: wanna go for that drink tomorrow?

Monday, Jul. 29, 2002 :: body shot - poem

Monday, Jul. 29, 2002 :: i trust no one and that's that!

Monday, Jul. 29, 2002 :: it's all over

Monday, Jul. 29, 2002 :: hello its me...goodbye it's you..what should I do?

Sunday, Jul. 28, 2002 :: to be continu... (poem)

Sunday, Jul. 28, 2002 :: reeling in a dream, throwing back a nightmare

Sunday, Jul. 28, 2002 :: yipes

Sunday, Jul. 28, 2002 :: he needs no reason.....none...

Saturday, Jul. 27, 2002 :: fuck you

Friday, Jul. 26, 2002 :: sex quiz

Friday, Jul. 26, 2002 :: re:markable connections

Friday, Jul. 26, 2002 :: good morning smiling face

Friday, Jul. 26, 2002 :: i volunteered for this

Thursday, Jul. 25, 2002 :: t for thank you

Thursday, Jul. 25, 2002 :: clit calls

Thursday, Jul. 25, 2002 :: afterglow

Thursday, Jul. 25, 2002 :: jess you suck

Thursday, Jul. 25, 2002 :: looking for you in my mind - poem

Wednesday, Jul. 24, 2002 :: christmas in my soul

Wednesday, Jul. 24, 2002 :: All I want is a friend, a fairy tale without "the end".

Wednesday, Jul. 24, 2002 :: more hugs

Wednesday, Jul. 24, 2002 :: when i - poem

Wednesday, Jul. 24, 2002 :: 'til the sky's not blue anymore

Tuesday, Jul. 23, 2002 :: leTter

Tuesday, Jul. 23, 2002 :: i'll be a whore but i'm no heroine

Tuesday, Jul. 23, 2002 :: roadkill - poem

Tuesday, Jul. 23, 2002 :: hi to the clouds - poem

Tuesday, Jul. 23, 2002 :: the short deal

Tuesday, Jul. 23, 2002 :: ahhh me head hurts....thinking

Monday, Jul. 22, 2002 :: note to self: don't tell "him" anything anymore

Monday, Jul. 22, 2002 :: the good stuff

Monday, Jul. 22, 2002 :: awwww T sent me a hug

Monday, Jul. 22, 2002 :: Davids Books

Monday, Jul. 22, 2002 :: T

Monday, Jul. 22, 2002 :: IHOP Interview

Monday, Jul. 22, 2002 :: awwww a big giant daisy!

Monday, Jul. 22, 2002 :: i mentally challenge someone?

Monday, Jul. 22, 2002 :: rice

Monday, Jul. 22, 2002 :: major tragedy

Sunday, Jul. 21, 2002 :: awake the giant within

Sunday, Jul. 21, 2002 :: How?

Saturday, Jul. 20, 2002 :: questions i stole

Friday, Jul. 19, 2002 :: Truest Sight - poem

Friday, Jul. 19, 2002 :: sew your wicked lips togther with your lying threads

Friday, Jul. 19, 2002 :: truest mess....

Friday, Jul. 19, 2002 :: the guy who won the contest is named "Jizzo"

Friday, Jul. 19, 2002 :: poetic writing a year ago - poems

Friday, Jul. 19, 2002 :: FP 11:30 p.m. is unacceptable

Friday, Jul. 19, 2002 :: out with the old, in with the new

Friday, Jul. 19, 2002 :: you are a color so ugly it turned its back on black

Thursday, Jul. 18, 2002 :: emails.....emails...i love emails...

Thursday, Jul. 18, 2002 :: displaced

Wednesday, Jul. 17, 2002 :: convict boys- - poem

Wednesday, Jul. 17, 2002 :: the wait fluctuates

Wednesday, Jul. 17, 2002 :: innocence lost

Wednesday, Jul. 17, 2002 :: hot weather, metal things, cheezy poem

Wednesday, Jul. 17, 2002 :: flowers

Tuesday, Jul. 16, 2002 :: mad, pissed, angry, fed up, fuck it

Tuesday, Jul. 16, 2002 :: one song braided - 2 poems

Tuesday, Jul. 16, 2002 :: kay jewelers promises

Tuesday, Jul. 16, 2002 :: true friendship - poem for Mad

Tuesday, Jul. 16, 2002 :: In friendship there are never goodbyes only goodnight

Tuesday, Jul. 16, 2002 :: Tree Limbs Embrace the Sky - poem

Monday, Jul. 15, 2002 :: total strangers want to read me more

Monday, Jul. 15, 2002 :: should, could, if i would - poem

Monday, Jul. 15, 2002 :: little thoughts

Monday, Jul. 15, 2002 :: Million Rivers - poem

Monday, Jul. 15, 2002 :: too tight

Monday, Jul. 15, 2002 :: t.....

Monday, Jul. 15, 2002 :: I've learned....

Sunday, Jul. 14, 2002 :: pizza

Sunday, Jul. 14, 2002 :: griggs

Sunday, Jul. 14, 2002 :: livingwreck called me a writer....

Saturday, Jul. 13, 2002 :: priceless

Saturday, Jul. 13, 2002 :: breathing sleep

Friday, Jul. 12, 2002 :: t--y

2002-07-12 :: Pubic stare

2002-07-12 :: no trip to the beach

Friday, Jul. 12, 2002 :: *3 for billing *69 doesn't work *you call me a liar?

Thursday, Jul. 11, 2002 :: BeautifuL

Thursday, Jul. 11, 2002 :: Dear You

Wednesday, Jul. 10, 2002 :: concrete love (prose)

Wednesday, Jul. 10, 2002 :: Unger zi--ewwwww

Wednesday, Jul. 10, 2002 :: perceptionss questionaire

Wednesday, Jul. 10, 2002 :: "House of Leaves." Mark Danielewski

Wednesday, Jul. 10, 2002 :: tinkling....

Tuesday, Jul. 09, 2002 :: oh man....

Tuesday, Jul. 09, 2002 :: charted character traits

Tuesday, Jul. 09, 2002 :: Anthony is persistent

Tuesday, Jul. 09, 2002 :: Anthony wants in my life, he's trying every avenue

Tuesday, Jul. 09, 2002 :: off limits

Tuesday, Jul. 09, 2002 :: a day in my life yesterday

Monday, Jul. 08, 2002 :: delboy phone call

Monday, Jul. 08, 2002 :: tough (poem)

Monday, Jul. 08, 2002 :: motorcycles suck

Monday, Jul. 08, 2002 :: Dear Afghanistan...

Sunday, Jul. 07, 2002 :: the biggest words in a fairy tale are always THE END

Saturday, Jul. 06, 2002 :: 8-9-10 (poem)

Saturday, Jul. 06, 2002 :: silence - poem

Friday, Jul. 05, 2002 :: spelling bee

Friday, Jul. 05, 2002 :: questionthere

Friday, Jul. 05, 2002 :: crotch rocket

Thursday, Jul. 04, 2002 :: amenorrhea

Thursday, Jul. 04, 2002 :: Happy 4th of July

Wednesday, Jul. 03, 2002 :: round gift boxes

Wednesday, Jul. 03, 2002 :: mnemonics

Wednesday, Jul. 03, 2002 :: Silly Zone

Wednesday, Jul. 03, 2002 :: do over

Tuesday, Jul. 02, 2002 :: my dear seahorse....

Tuesday, Jul. 02, 2002 :: mad entryage

Tuesday, Jul. 02, 2002 :: I Q Test

Tuesday, Jul. 02, 2002 :: 110 - poem

Tuesday, Jul. 02, 2002 :: 3 a.m. sad moments

Monday, Jul. 01, 2002 :: someone I don't want to be sorry about

Sunday, Jun. 30, 2002 :: um....

Saturday, Jun. 29, 2002 :: pretty hair - poem

Saturday, Jun. 29, 2002 :: safe in the arms of love - lyrics

Saturday, Jun. 29, 2002 :: 352 area code

Saturday, Jun. 29, 2002 :: *sigh*

Saturday, Jun. 29, 2002 :: bailed?

Saturday, Jun. 29, 2002 :: to be held

Friday, Jun. 28, 2002 :: I want everything

Friday, Jun. 28, 2002 :: text tattoo

Friday, Jun. 28, 2002 :: I am (poem)

Friday, Jun. 28, 2002 :: I am challenged

Friday, Jun. 28, 2002 :: unexpected romance?

Friday, Jun. 28, 2002 :: jive talking

Thursday, Jun. 27, 2002 :: you would think...

Thursday, Jun. 27, 2002 :: me for me

Thursday, Jun. 27, 2002 :: sourcing snoopy suitcases

Thursday, Jun. 27, 2002 :: terminology - poem

Thursday, Jun. 27, 2002 :: spam

Wednesday, Jun. 26, 2002 :: forgive the people that you love....

Wednesday, Jun. 26, 2002 :: lighters, scribbled pages...DNA

Wednesday, Jun. 26, 2002 :: chutes and ladders fuck

Wednesday, Jun. 26, 2002 :: I want a man

Wednesday, Jun. 26, 2002 :: don't trust anyone to sail your boat on their sea

Wednesday, Jun. 26, 2002 :: Flat Stanley

Wednesday, Jun. 26, 2002 :: thank you for your eye time

Wednesday, Jun. 26, 2002 :: chaos - prose

Wednesday, Jun. 26, 2002 :: it - poem

Tuesday, Jun. 25, 2002 :: He Pees!

Tuesday, Jun. 25, 2002 :: syrup jar - poem

Tuesday, Jun. 25, 2002 :: Taking Sides - poem

Tuesday, Jun. 25, 2002 :: 3 hour phone conversations

Tuesday, Jun. 25, 2002 :: accidental admission of "what would I do???"

Monday, Jun. 24, 2002 :: wordless emotion

Monday, Jun. 24, 2002 :: this weekend was too long

Friday, Jun. 21, 2002 :: digits...colors....yeehaww

Friday, Jun. 21, 2002 :: seeya Monday!!!

Friday, Jun. 21, 2002 :: the truth comes out....

Thursday, Jun. 20, 2002 :: oh shit ...no kidding...

Thursday, Jun. 20, 2002 :: lawn mower thoughts

Thursday, Jun. 20, 2002 :: *yawn* I can't concentrate on one thing..

Wednesday, Jun. 19, 2002 :: The Best a Man Can Get - John O'Farrell

Wednesday, Jun. 19, 2002 :: gotta pee

Wednesday, Jun. 19, 2002 :: distanced...

Wednesday, Jun. 19, 2002 :: 2 months !!

Wednesday, Jun. 19, 2002 :: fuck horrible vets!!!

Wednesday, Jun. 19, 2002 :: song 3, lie, felony

Tuesday, Jun. 18, 2002 :: there is no future in the past

Tuesday, Jun. 18, 2002 :: pssst....

Tuesday, Jun. 18, 2002 :: one (you) - poem

Tuesday, Jun. 18, 2002 :: Technology (haiku)

Monday, Jun. 17, 2002 :: Pooh Bear Winnie the Pooh Bear

Monday, Jun. 17, 2002 :: majorchickenshitheadthatiam

Monday, Jun. 17, 2002 :: tell me what to do....

Monday, Jun. 17, 2002 :: I'm such a coward

Monday, Jun. 17, 2002 :: what's in my backpack??

Monday, Jun. 17, 2002 :: a poem called some1

Sunday, Jun. 16, 2002 :: Saturday8 color

Sunday, Jun. 16, 2002 :: someday places

Sunday, Jun. 16, 2002 :: happy birthday pyschic boy

Sunday, Jun. 16, 2002 :: ut oh

Saturday, Jun. 15, 2002 :: Wish I Hadn't

Friday, Jun. 14, 2002 :: mmmmm he's a good...writer

Friday, Jun. 14, 2002 :: again forgiven

Friday, Jun. 14, 2002 :: Textual Sensuality (poetry)

Friday, Jun. 14, 2002 :: magoo

Thursday, Jun. 13, 2002 :: grass stained dress (poem)

Thursday, Jun. 13, 2002 :: a man in a can can

Thursday, Jun. 13, 2002 :: thank you thank you thank you

Thursday, Jun. 13, 2002 :: what i want

Wednesday, Jun. 12, 2002 :: love is a house where I am not alone

Tuesday, Jun. 11, 2002 :: memoir idea is born

Tuesday, Jun. 11, 2002 :: t-shirt hurts

Tuesday, Jun. 11, 2002 :: thank you dan

Tuesday, Jun. 11, 2002 :: bad day

Tuesday, Jun. 11, 2002 :: from last night...

Tuesday, Jun. 11, 2002 :: I finally heard what I wanted to hear and I still can't have it

Tuesday, Jun. 11, 2002 :: airline tickets to nowhere

Monday, Jun. 10, 2002 :: mistakes multiplied mistakes lied (poem)

Monday, Jun. 10, 2002 :: a shadow of my doubt (poem)

Monday, Jun. 10, 2002 :: mega funny

Sunday, Jun. 09, 2002 :: Forgiveness

Sunday, Jun. 09, 2002 :: swatting the wounds we design

Sunday, Jun. 09, 2002 :: talk about your brutal truth....

Sunday, Jun. 09, 2002 :: reaching out, confused...wondering

Saturday, Jun. 08, 2002 :: I miss you and ....I always will. (I will - poem)

Saturday, Jun. 08, 2002 :: sreaming infidelity my reality

Friday, Jun. 07, 2002 :: working with men

Friday, Jun. 07, 2002 :: lunch

Friday, Jun. 07, 2002 :: how kewl....!!!

Friday, Jun. 07, 2002 :: a lyrical dream plays the best melody

Thursday, Jun. 06, 2002 :: write this down!

Thursday, Jun. 06, 2002 :: starbucks/pepsi - poems

Thursday, Jun. 06, 2002 :: more than a minute

Wednesday, Jun. 05, 2002 :: memory won't let you forget to let me remember you - poem

Wednesday, Jun. 05, 2002 :: Take Stuff From Work

Wednesday, Jun. 05, 2002 :: advice...

Wednesday, Jun. 05, 2002 :: orlando 2

Wednesday, Jun. 05, 2002 :: orlando....

Tuesday, Jun. 04, 2002 :: silent letter blank thought

Tuesday, Jun. 04, 2002 :: Nothing - poem

Tuesday, Jun. 04, 2002 :: poems without titles...-yeah there's poems here I guess

Monday, Jun. 03, 2002 :: fall

Monday, Jun. 03, 2002 :: thank you email

Monday, Jun. 03, 2002 :: coffee - onionheads chat

Sunday, Jun. 02, 2002 :: F o r e i g n e R

Saturday, Jun. 01, 2002 :: my night tonight not like last night

Friday, May. 31, 2002 :: ForeigneR

Friday, May. 31, 2002 :: singin' the night away

Friday, May. 31, 2002 :: money money money

Thursday, May. 30, 2002 :: unger'isms

Thursday, May. 30, 2002 :: no more nothing stuff

Wednesday, May. 29, 2002 :: Eeery Tales - bad poem

Wednesday, May. 29, 2002 :: fuzzy

Tuesday, May. 28, 2002 :: awww....I'm smilin'

Tuesday, May. 28, 2002 :: about a boy - movie vs novel

Tuesday, May. 28, 2002 :: 3 days of ahhhh Tuesdays of blahhh

Tuesday, May. 28, 2002 :: diary fuck quotient....lol

Monday, May. 27, 2002 :: all there is...is this - poem

Monday, May. 27, 2002 :: long 3 day hiatus from life...

Friday, May. 24, 2002 :: bookstore...poetry....awards

Friday, May. 24, 2002 :: I'm out....long weekend...yeahhh

Friday, May. 24, 2002 :: Maggie O'farrell

Friday, May. 24, 2002 :: conversing bucky-like

Thursday, May. 23, 2002 :: punch through

Thursday, May. 23, 2002 :: silence...might be nice

Thursday, May. 23, 2002 :: i'm reading til my eyes turn orange-shot!

Wednesday, May. 22, 2002 :: PoeticaL Cooks

Wednesday, May. 22, 2002 :: blue joules plays with Gin Blossoms/ Remy Zero

Wednesday, May. 22, 2002 :: communicate....

Tuesday, May. 21, 2002 :: Time Numbing - poem

Tuesday, May. 21, 2002 :: my bookshelf

Tuesday, May. 21, 2002 :: puke

Tuesday, May. 21, 2002 :: steal worthy is not the same as stealing

Tuesday, May. 21, 2002 :: meccaland

Monday, May. 20, 2002 :: work work work

Monday, May. 20, 2002 :: have you - poem

Monday, May. 20, 2002 :: meat cleaver

Sunday, May. 19, 2002 :: my soul mate

Sunday, May. 19, 2002 :: a sky too blue

Saturday, May. 18, 2002 :: I don't like crack

Saturday, May. 18, 2002 :: living dead girl...books....pannycakes

Friday, May. 17, 2002 :: dear karma

Friday, May. 17, 2002 :: oh bollocks, I am corrected....

Friday, May. 17, 2002 :: oh bollocks!

Thursday, May. 16, 2002 :: vitriol

Thursday, May. 16, 2002 :: good question

Thursday, May. 16, 2002 :: i pissed karma off...

Thursday, May. 16, 2002 :: About a boy - Nick Hornby (freeeeeeebie)

Wednesday, May. 15, 2002 :: chai recipe - tough (poem)

Wednesday, May. 15, 2002 :: thank you BraN

Tuesday, May. 14, 2002 :: oddball

Tuesday, May. 14, 2002 :: waste of time

Tuesday, May. 14, 2002 :: birthday....hmmm

Tuesday, May. 14, 2002 :: tim - poem

Tuesday, May. 14, 2002 :: duncan hines kiss

Tuesday, May. 14, 2002 :: wow it didn't work..and I had to delete it...

Monday, May. 13, 2002 :: I wonder about...

Monday, May. 13, 2002 :: e.e. poetry

Monday, May. 13, 2002 :: peace envelops me

Sunday, May. 12, 2002 :: motherless mother i miss

Sunday, May. 12, 2002 :: dali girl

Saturday, May. 11, 2002 :: Oprah reads only black ink

Friday, May. 10, 2002 :: Mommy Dearest...*cough* *cough*

Thursday, May. 09, 2002 :: wow an email from Caroline Leavitt

Thursday, May. 09, 2002 :: I am perfect the way I am...my own woman!

Thursday, May. 09, 2002 :: if you only knew (poem)

Thursday, May. 09, 2002 :: j-j-j-j-jittery....

Wednesday, May. 08, 2002 :: real or not real...that is the question...

Wednesday, May. 08, 2002 :: vacation???

Wednesday, May. 08, 2002 :: argh

Tuesday, May. 07, 2002 :: he makes me so mad

Tuesday, May. 07, 2002 :: mad's ok

Tuesday, May. 07, 2002 :: chica boom boom boom

Monday, May. 06, 2002 :: http

Monday, May. 06, 2002 :: waaaaaaaahhhhh

Monday, May. 06, 2002 :: cast aways - about me

Monday, May. 06, 2002 :: ugly layouts....unneeded attacks

Sunday, May. 05, 2002 :: music....

Sunday, May. 05, 2002 :: wreath making business

Sunday, May. 05, 2002 :: stuck

Sunday, May. 05, 2002 :: Danielle Steel sucks!

Sunday, May. 05, 2002 :: I'm sorry Emily

Saturday, May. 04, 2002 :: puppy love

Friday, May. 03, 2002 :: he said....

Friday, May. 03, 2002 :: free!

Friday, May. 03, 2002 :: another thing I was wrong about

Friday, May. 03, 2002 :: free books

Thursday, May. 02, 2002 :: cold turkey

Wednesday, May. 01, 2002 :: factory sealed

Wednesday, May. 01, 2002 :: Happy Anniversary

Tuesday, Apr. 30, 2002 :: go to bed! i'm goin i'm goin

Tuesday, Apr. 30, 2002 :: e.i.t.o.y.

Tuesday, Apr. 30, 2002 :: a husbands reply

Tuesday, Apr. 30, 2002 :: the pea (poem)

Monday, Apr. 29, 2002 :: buzzzzzzzzzz

Monday, Apr. 29, 2002 :: it's going to be ok...

Monday, Apr. 29, 2002 :: awwwww faith...

Sunday, Apr. 28, 2002 :: *sigh*....

Sunday, Apr. 28, 2002 :: things just got more interesting....

Sunday, Apr. 28, 2002 :: one good day....

Saturday, Apr. 27, 2002 :: Kasey Chambers

Saturday, Apr. 27, 2002 :: this time (poem)

Friday, Apr. 26, 2002 :: i love you paul

Friday, Apr. 26, 2002 :: white hyacinth's

Thursday, Apr. 25, 2002 :: falling...

Thursday, Apr. 25, 2002 :: Just Found - Lack of (poems)

Thursday, Apr. 25, 2002 :: sandcastles in Anquilla

Wednesday, Apr. 24, 2002 :: judgemental people suck

Wednesday, Apr. 24, 2002 :: brand new Paul!!!!!

Tuesday, Apr. 23, 2002 :: what once was gone is now found again

Monday, Apr. 22, 2002 :: I'm pregnant...like a pause...

Sunday, Apr. 21, 2002 :: why only 39???

Sunday, Apr. 21, 2002 :: pathetic conversations start with lies

Saturday, Apr. 20, 2002 :: nothing but a lie that I keep sleeping on

Friday, Apr. 19, 2002 :: hanging the moon

Friday, Apr. 19, 2002 :: where does happy hide?

Thursday, Apr. 18, 2002 :: mandatory entry

Wednesday, Apr. 17, 2002 :: can I get some cheese with that whine?

Wednesday, Apr. 17, 2002 :: scattered thoughts...

Tuesday, Apr. 16, 2002 :: my shortest entry

Tuesday, Apr. 16, 2002 :: a day of depressing thoughts....

Sunday, Apr. 14, 2002 :: silence replied

Saturday, Apr. 13, 2002 :: bad habit

Friday, Apr. 12, 2002 :: over...never over...(poem)

Thursday, Apr. 11, 2002 :: I'm simply not

Wednesday, Apr. 10, 2002 :: april showers.....(poems)

Tuesday, Apr. 09, 2002 :: 25....

Tuesday, Apr. 09, 2002 :: Lolita

Tuesday, Apr. 09, 2002 :: he is....

Monday, Apr. 08, 2002 :: fact vs fiction

Monday, Apr. 08, 2002 :: ahhh weekend....

Friday, Apr. 05, 2002 :: I can't make you love me

Friday, Apr. 05, 2002 :: I'm glad I'm your best friend

Thursday, Apr. 04, 2002 :: mark...

Thursday, Apr. 04, 2002 :: I love you

Wednesday, Apr. 03, 2002 :: accountability

Tuesday, Apr. 02, 2002 :: "gutchies"

Tuesday, Apr. 02, 2002 :: c.o.n.f.u.s.e.d.

Monday, Apr. 01, 2002 :: I'm pregnant

Friday, Mar. 29, 2002 :: flicker of the flame

Thursday, Mar. 28, 2002 :: nameless opinions

Thursday, Mar. 28, 2002 :: a wish not worth wasting a star

Thursday, Mar. 28, 2002 :: James cries...

Thursday, Mar. 28, 2002 :: dear jess....

Wednesday, Mar. 27, 2002 :: I've been thinkin'.....

Tuesday, Mar. 26, 2002 :: simplicity

Sunday, Mar. 24, 2002 :: Reconciliation

Sunday, Mar. 24, 2002 :: how to destroy a mans life

Friday, Mar. 22, 2002 :: 26 things to say today

Friday, Mar. 22, 2002 :: told "him" about David....he told me about Lynda

Thursday, Mar. 21, 2002 :: wierded out....

Thursday, Mar. 21, 2002 :: bookstore meeting...kind turn

Wednesday, Mar. 20, 2002 :: more "e"

Wednesday, Mar. 20, 2002 :: a novel friendship idea

Wednesday, Mar. 20, 2002 :: the one that got away...

Wednesday, Mar. 20, 2002 :: mark my words...

Tuesday, Mar. 19, 2002 :: happy...maybe soon

Monday, Mar. 18, 2002 :: done

Monday, Mar. 18, 2002 :: let me just die....

Monday, Mar. 18, 2002 :: sorry is a four letter word

Sunday, Mar. 17, 2002 :: what the fuckever?

Saturday, Mar. 16, 2002 :: Jerry Jerry Jerry

Friday, Mar. 15, 2002 :: mesages, email and wordage oh my!

Thursday, Mar. 14, 2002 :: doh..

Thursday, Mar. 14, 2002 :: overheard conversation at work..

Thursday, Mar. 14, 2002 :: in a dream - poem for Dan

Thursday, Mar. 14, 2002 :: to have got too old

Thursday, Mar. 14, 2002 :: Bitten - novel excerpt

Wednesday, Mar. 13, 2002 :: wiping my hands of it all

Wednesday, Mar. 13, 2002 :: shrinking...

Wednesday, Mar. 13, 2002 :: awwwww (pic of "Bucky")

Wednesday, Mar. 13, 2002 :: rolling my tired eyes

Tuesday, Mar. 12, 2002 :: the joy of aggravation - poem

Tuesday, Mar. 12, 2002 :: happy molding..hahahahaha..yeah right

Tuesday, Mar. 12, 2002 :: good grief this was bad of me....or...was it?

Monday, Mar. 11, 2002 :: WoW...I'm Speechless....

Monday, Mar. 11, 2002 :: A Still Small Voice

Monday, Mar. 11, 2002 :: me?

Monday, Mar. 11, 2002 :: Your Name - poem

Saturday, Mar. 09, 2002 :: dickhead

Friday, Mar. 08, 2002 :: pretty nifty

Friday, Mar. 08, 2002 :: the origin of betrayal is trust

Friday, Mar. 08, 2002 :: I did what was best for "Bucky" first and foremost

Thursday, Mar. 07, 2002 :: the poetical palace

Wednesday, Mar. 06, 2002 :: don't hold your breath for change

Wednesday, Mar. 06, 2002 :: mass confusion....and another song!

Wednesday, Mar. 06, 2002 :: come september

Tuesday, Mar. 05, 2002 :: my sounds

Monday, Mar. 04, 2002 :: Finding myself lost again...

Sunday, Mar. 03, 2002 :: confused

Sunday, Mar. 03, 2002 :: I still haven't....

Saturday, Mar. 02, 2002 :: u-hauling

Friday, Mar. 01, 2002 :: you needed me

Friday, Mar. 01, 2002 :: last night in a house

Friday, Mar. 01, 2002 :: today I wish I was someone else...

Friday, Mar. 01, 2002 :: ;-) James

Thursday, Feb. 28, 2002 :: smaller....progress....

Thursday, Feb. 28, 2002 :: rent me a new heart this one's broken

Wednesday, Feb. 27, 2002 :: this is my life

Wednesday, Feb. 27, 2002 :: why?

Tuesday, Feb. 26, 2002 :: dead silence

Tuesday, Feb. 26, 2002 :: his home sweet home

Tuesday, Feb. 26, 2002 :: someone does care

Tuesday, Feb. 26, 2002 :: as is - no warranty (and a poem)

Monday, Feb. 25, 2002 :: do I still love him?

Sunday, Feb. 24, 2002 :: the future's so bright I gotta wear shades...

Sunday, Feb. 24, 2002 :: 23 - poem

Saturday, Feb. 23, 2002 :: home sweet apartment

Saturday, Feb. 23, 2002 :: yes....

Friday, Feb. 22, 2002 :: grrrrrr

Friday, Feb. 22, 2002 :: pacing through desperation

Thursday, Feb. 21, 2002 :: sweet "e"

Thursday, Feb. 21, 2002 :: mp3

Thursday, Feb. 21, 2002 :: answers

Wednesday, Feb. 20, 2002 :: closure...endings....

Wednesday, Feb. 20, 2002 :: he called...

Wednesday, Feb. 20, 2002 :: my life is a beautiful fragrance stuck behind glass

Wednesday, Feb. 20, 2002 :: Branny.....

Wednesday, Feb. 20, 2002 :: I am not afraid...

Wednesday, Feb. 20, 2002 :: lyrical tears

Tuesday, Feb. 19, 2002 :: selfish self serving son of a bitch

Tuesday, Feb. 19, 2002 :: Before... - poem

Tuesday, Feb. 19, 2002 :: what the fuck ever!

Tuesday, Feb. 19, 2002 :: one love

Tuesday, Feb. 19, 2002 :: crying over lost time, not enough time, bad timing

Monday, Feb. 18, 2002 :: which pulp fiction character am I?

Monday, Feb. 18, 2002 :: I still believe

Sunday, Feb. 17, 2002 :: Happy Birthday Mark!

Sunday, Feb. 17, 2002 :: amazed

Sunday, Feb. 17, 2002 :: the past fights the present to win the future

Saturday, Feb. 16, 2002 :: one way ride - Leldon

Friday, Feb. 15, 2002 :: Crap

Friday, Feb. 15, 2002 :: player?

Friday, Feb. 15, 2002 :: give me fun....I just want fun

Friday, Feb. 15, 2002 :: wilted roses = eaten candy

Friday, Feb. 15, 2002 :: connection

Thursday, Feb. 14, 2002 :: I shoulda went away...

Thursday, Feb. 14, 2002 :: wilted roses

Thursday, Feb. 14, 2002 :: Fuck Valentines Day

Thursday, Feb. 14, 2002 :: Marty Marty Marty

Thursday, Feb. 14, 2002 :: Marty.....

Thursday, Feb. 14, 2002 :: Valentines Schmalentines....

Wednesday, Feb. 13, 2002 :: taste test

Wednesday, Feb. 13, 2002 :: trying to find my way....

Wednesday, Feb. 13, 2002 :: February Topics

Tuesday, Feb. 12, 2002 :: perfume and earrings and sneaky lies oh my!

Tuesday, Feb. 12, 2002 :: someday

Monday, Feb. 11, 2002 :: teehee he's sick

Monday, Feb. 11, 2002 :: a kewl weekend spent with "him"

Sunday, Feb. 10, 2002 :: Rich and Lisa

Sunday, Feb. 10, 2002 :: my poor sick head....

Sunday, Feb. 10, 2002 :: a new life will begin

Friday, Feb. 08, 2002 :: on the moon

Thursday, Feb. 07, 2002 :: test answers

Thursday, Feb. 07, 2002 :: sick

Wednesday, Feb. 06, 2002 :: *cough*

Tuesday, Feb. 05, 2002 :: criticism

Tuesday, Feb. 05, 2002 :: *cough* *cough* ugh...ugh..ugh...

Monday, Feb. 04, 2002 :: Different Rain - poem

Monday, Feb. 04, 2002 :: talk about getting head...

Monday, Feb. 04, 2002 :: I miss Delboy

Monday, Feb. 04, 2002 :: determinated never terminated

Sunday, Feb. 03, 2002 :: loves the only house

Saturday, Feb. 02, 2002 :: just one click? - poem

Saturday, Feb. 02, 2002 :: Tulips

Saturday, Feb. 02, 2002 :: Fiction Addiction

Friday, Feb. 01, 2002 :: what's there to decide?

Thursday, Jan. 31, 2002 :: do you do you do you?

Thursday, Jan. 31, 2002 :: freedom or education?

Thursday, Jan. 31, 2002 :: asphalt hair

Wednesday, Jan. 30, 2002 :: someone...

Wednesday, Jan. 30, 2002 :: could it be another change?

Wednesday, Jan. 30, 2002 :: pretend that you love me....

Tuesday, Jan. 29, 2002 :: tired of crying over the tearless

Tuesday, Jan. 29, 2002 :: blurry - lyrics

Monday, Jan. 28, 2002 :: fuck this marriage...

Monday, Jan. 28, 2002 :: betrayal

Monday, Jan. 28, 2002 :: why don't you write me?

Sunday, Jan. 27, 2002 :: new image....still same ole lonely me

Sunday, Jan. 27, 2002 :: links

Sunday, Jan. 27, 2002 :: some more tests

Saturday, Jan. 26, 2002 :: Greg Carlson...the artist extraordinaire...

Friday, Jan. 25, 2002 :: BE VEWY VEWY QUIET....

Friday, Jan. 25, 2002 :: queer co-workers

Thursday, Jan. 24, 2002 :: no "him" "him" or "him" or "him"

Thursday, Jan. 24, 2002 :: abandonment

Thursday, Jan. 24, 2002 :: fuck all

Wednesday, Jan. 23, 2002 :: kiss the future

Wednesday, Jan. 23, 2002 :: moving out

Tuesday, Jan. 22, 2002 :: the darkest numb

Tuesday, Jan. 22, 2002 :: food glorious food

Monday, Jan. 21, 2002 :: rush of stars

Monday, Jan. 21, 2002 :: Bubble Bath

Monday, Jan. 21, 2002 :: I love him...

Monday, Jan. 21, 2002 :: once in a lifetime love

Friday, Jan. 18, 2002 :: just be - poem

Friday, Jan. 18, 2002 :: tests tests tests

Friday, Jan. 18, 2002 :: need a new storybook

Friday, Jan. 18, 2002 :: no one could save me but you

Thursday, Jan. 17, 2002 :: crack addiction

Thursday, Jan. 17, 2002 :: just call...that's all !!!

Thursday, Jan. 17, 2002 :: wwjd

Thursday, Jan. 17, 2002 :: camping with memory

Thursday, Jan. 17, 2002 :: coffin

Wednesday, Jan. 16, 2002 :: just be - poem

Wednesday, Jan. 16, 2002 :: questionaire flair

Wednesday, Jan. 16, 2002 :: yippyyyyy skippyyyyyy

Tuesday, Jan. 15, 2002 :: forgiven

Tuesday, Jan. 15, 2002 :: my self-esteem is so sad....it'll be the death of me

Tuesday, Jan. 15, 2002 :: phone calls cause bleeding tears....

Tuesday, Jan. 15, 2002 :: tears

Tuesday, Jan. 15, 2002 :: sometimes

Monday, Jan. 14, 2002 :: handwriting

Monday, Jan. 14, 2002 :: Empty Frame of Love - poem

Monday, Jan. 14, 2002 :: I want you to want me

Sunday, Jan. 13, 2002 :: building a ladder

Sunday, Jan. 13, 2002 :: I hope you had fun - poem

Saturday, Jan. 12, 2002 :: PoP A PiLL - Blue Joules and Moi'''

Friday, Jan. 11, 2002 :: fatso phobic

Friday, Jan. 11, 2002 :: love you madly...

Thursday, Jan. 10, 2002 :: foresight

Thursday, Jan. 10, 2002 :: notebook view

Thursday, Jan. 10, 2002 :: "I never want to hurt you I know that"

Wednesday, Jan. 09, 2002 :: my grammy hopefuls

Wednesday, Jan. 09, 2002 :: fuck my family!

Tuesday, Jan. 08, 2002 :: crying....

Tuesday, Jan. 08, 2002 :: Poetic Neurosis

Tuesday, Jan. 08, 2002 :: negotiate me

Tuesday, Jan. 08, 2002 :: he doesn't care about the diary

Monday, Jan. 07, 2002 :: Happy Birthday!!!!

Monday, Jan. 07, 2002 :: deze peoeples cane't spelz white

Monday, Jan. 07, 2002 :: Fuck!

Monday, Jan. 07, 2002 :: beautiful pain

Sunday, Jan. 06, 2002 :: sex....smiles...compliments....

Sunday, Jan. 06, 2002 :: I found Mitch again!

Sunday, Jan. 06, 2002 :: Goodbye Bryan!

Saturday, Jan. 05, 2002 :: Wilson - poem

Saturday, Jan. 05, 2002 :: is "almost" deep enough?

Saturday, Jan. 05, 2002 :: The Last Day of the Year

Friday, Jan. 04, 2002 :: The Awakening - the only forward I liked

Friday, Jan. 04, 2002 :: Bucky in the sky with sunshine diamonds

Friday, Jan. 04, 2002 :: snow snow snow

Thursday, Jan. 03, 2002 :: I believe I can fly.....

Thursday, Jan. 03, 2002 :: “my trust is full of histories rust”

Thursday, Jan. 03, 2002 :: projected asshole

Wednesday, Jan. 02, 2002 :: Cyber Laptop Babie!!!! - poem

Wednesday, Jan. 02, 2002 :: Writing-Tough - poems

Wednesday, Jan. 02, 2002 :: "I'm too scared to know how I feel about you now"

Tuesday, Jan. 01, 2002 :: wild horses of opportunity

2002-01-01 :: BraN

2002-01-01 :: Hiding